why??

i was just perky for the past few weeks, I passed :) .. however these past few days i was not feeling okay.
Well as you know i used to help cris troubleshoot her computers and rob as well. Allhe while I thought that i would be able to earn money for that, the thing is im so excited to get back to school. However when cris handed me the money the 3k i thought just became 300.. well you know for me that was okay .. i just needed time on my own that is why i decided not to show up.. man i really felt bad that day she handed me the money.. anyway after that day me , melai and g went out .. well i would say i was really intoxicated .. i don't know well maybe it's just that i wanted to study so much however i can't anymore :( ... now moving on remember i was telling you before about ate carol, the thing is i don't know but i kinda not like the crowd when she's around but she's nice only if its only you and her.. yung dalawa lang talaga kayo.. coz you would really see the real her when you just spend time with her alone.. i wonder why she acts differently when she's in a crowd.. but she's okay.. anyway i don't really like hanging out that much with her because everytime she is around there's always a lot of people around ( i hope you get my point) however yesterday.. just imgaine the least person you know who would help you out helped me out.. yep finally i was able to enrol yesterday .. supposedly block section however i didnt want to because i don't like hanging out with my old block anymore that's the things.. arra said i have issues well i think she does as well..
By the way arra is working now in a construction as a nurse .. and she gets paid big .. imagine her first job.. big pay.. she's getting paid bigger not unlike me. I mean her pay I guess is way back bigger. I just hope that she would spend her money wisely, sana hindi gmaya sa ate. Anyway she's planning on taking her masters next sem.. Go giRL..
yesterday I had a confession just imagine after 2 years ata . nag confess ulet ako .. ehhe. Anyway napasubo ako sa binili ko swear .. kasi uhuhu la na ko pera.. kaya lang kasi ang ganda eh .. :).
I hate Arra if she does the laundry ang baho pa rin kasi, as usual i have to wash it all over again..
Today i will be going straight home ?? why ?? coz i dont want to go to BIR yet.. i don't know i just feel like its a waste of time .. I go there. . they tell me they have not yet recieved my uncle's transfer.. i mean whats the use I just haet it so much .. anyway i just think that i'd better rest. just a few more days and classes will be starting again..

anyway ... i really enjoyed my niece's birthday so much.. she's really the cutest.. i mean shes so cute and energetic. Sometimes I think that im getting my strenght from her and now that she's not around.. i don't know ..i just dont know..
My mom and I stayed long at City hall waiting for my dad to pay his credit card.. when it comes to biLLs ireally hate it.. they just tie you up with shit..
anyway ill be Leaving now.. till next blog!