Certified!!

I passed!!!.. finally i made it my only problem right now is how to act as a supervisor .. since i dont look like one..hehe.. i really hate the new dog we have shes very loud and very annoying.. my sister even named her after a showbiz star.. "cass" ..a starlet who joined the big brother first season.. i just heard today that melai and leonard are going out .. literally going out...all i have to say about this is uhmmm its really suprising and very much challenging for both them.. we all know how long distance relationship works and leons is really "hard to handle"..uhmp pretty much unpredictable but only when hes drunk.. although im sure they would be able to handle it..of course they should know how to handle it know that a better commitment blossomed between them.. love doesnt get better with without flaws..i cant believe in talking bout love.. i cant even remember the last time i fell in love.. coz i totally erased it from my memory..talk about "selective amnesia"....okay let me change the topic our salary will be increased within 3 mos.. God how i wish it will really increase..imagine i hardly get my breaks from work ...and the things is the job is really tough .. actually tougher that i thought it would be.. i really miss hanging out with my team i always find time to visit my previous team.. there should be alot of changes now .. altough im still not sure if ill be posting sad stories here but lets just see what happens after this.. oh by the way i already picture myself alone in the future.. i dont know,but i never get attracted to anyone anymore...not even to girls hehe.. maybe coz i really let myself concentrate on what i really want in life .. after trying to be a supervisor who knows i'll be applying for a better job and better position.. but of course being a singer should not leave the picture.. hehe! .. (do i dream too much???)...its my day off again and i need to do alot of things,as usual..my laundry uhmp and my laundry and....oh did i mention laundry??.. and if ever that dog gets into my way i dont care whatever happens to her or "it" but i might just kick it hard..sowe i really hate dogs.. (i just hope my sister wont see it*)..gosh i hate this comp shops' keyboard im having troubles typing..oh by the way april 19 was melizas bday.. and im so glad it was celebrated during my day off.. unfortunately i didnt stay that long since i had to review for the supervisors' exam.. which was really hard pass.. what the hell do i know about a mac computer.. i know the basic settings or options, but configuring it? forget it!!.. unless you would like me to experiment on it and act as an expert well.. i'd be more than glad to...MESS IT UP!! .. i have a new friend her name is Leizl she also acts like me ..shes really fun to be with..really funny actually .. just like me!!too bad i wont be able to see her for 5 days since she has to attend to her grandmas burial.. or berievement whatever you call it.. ill really miss her.. i wonder why mishi's not answering my ym geeesh shes always busy!! but i understand..and of course i know shes happy about the promotion i got.. i'm assigned as a KM which means i should always be in my best attire.. my best attire is sneakers, a shirt and a pair of jeans.. really stressfull..okay lets leave the work part..however, theres nothing more to discuss i gotta go now!! see you next post

why cant i

** i wonder why i always hear this soundtrack in every movie that i like, nowonder the lyrics is good, the message and the tune*** i just want to share it with you guys!!

Artist: Liz Phair Lyrics
Song: Why Cant I?

Get a load of me, get a load of you

Walkin' down the street,

and I hardly know youIt's just like we were meant to be

Holding hands with you, and we're out at night

Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right

And I've got someone waiting too

> is, this is just the beginning

We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it

So tell meWhy can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Isn't this the best part of breakin' up

Finding someone else you can't get enough of

Someone who wants to be with you too

It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch

Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch

But wouldn't it be beautiful

Here we are, we're at the beginning

We haven't fucked yet, but > heads spinning

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it

So tell meWhy can't I breathe whenever I think about you

I'd love for you to make me wonder

Where it's goin

'I'd love for you to pull me under

Somethin's growin'> for this that we can control

Baby I am dyin'

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you

It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it

So tell me

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

key points of life

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4.. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

pics

right after

Right after i posted these pictures ... i went back to work and we had our first day orientation for tier2 (supervisor).. the first day wasn't bad at all since we had a lot of breaks .. and we were really enjoying the moment of not taking in calls hehe.. second day went really tough.. we were oriented for the first 4 hrs the next 4 hrs was our first time to take in escalations.. i think my first call was about a router .. i actually conferenced the call with another callcenter or company...since its an unsupported issue oh well being a tier2 is really about going the extra extra mile. First week was really dreadfull imagine i even had a customer asking for a supervisor the fact that i already told him that im a supervisor (heller dont i sound like one! on second thought maybe i dont) with this kind of scenario we have to convince the customer that were the highest support they could get huh! (so wala silang choice).. saturday came again and i went back to la union this time to witness my cousins?? wedding im still not sure if shes my cousin my mom said she thinks shes my aunt hehe!! (now tell me bout philippine culture!! always close sa tao kuno) after eating lunch we went to a resort.. i actually didnt bring any shorts, underwaear,nor shirts .. so my aunties' sutor went ahead and bought us things we need to swim hehe! imagine we just went to san juan with my friends and this time with my realatives.. too bad my mom and dad didnt come with us since they had to stay and look after my uncle and my other cousins drinking...okay now about the resort...uhmp i actually forgot the name of that resort pero grabe this is so far the ugliest resort ive been to..imagine the pool doesnt look .. and the crowd grabe 8 girls na uhmp not that im judging pero they really look uhmp cheap...the outfit the way they talk and the way they act.. (at least i found a better word for po*po*).. see i shouldnt have posted these part pero they were really laughing at us since we cant swim.. first, they were with an old foreigner who left them hehe after hanging out with "the short girl"... my aunts' sutor even joked us saying that waters' already contaminated .. anyway we only stayed there for almost 3 hrs.. we decided to go back to the wedding and head back home to baguio.. i havent had the time to review as well i just spent the entire day off sleeping..
Then came 2nd week of being a tier2 supervisor.. ive been getting the worst issue to the weirdest issue.. but hehe wadya know i was still able to handle it!!.. except for the internet security software thats really pissing us all off. After 2 weeks our new coach said we will be taking a certification exam .. we have to pass this exam so our ssalary would be increased.. and incase we fail it we might be back to tier1 again ..which would of course be embarrassing on our part.. i wonder why i always feel tensed still everytime i take escalations.. then came saturday again hehe..me and cris were looking forward to coming back again to san juan this time with our friends.. i wasnt really sure if id be coming because of the pressure ive been dealing with as a tier2 plus i have to get ready for an exam which they said would be given by saturday.. i havent had the time to go on confession this holy week .. which is bad.. i usually find time to confess every holy week.. maybe ill do it by next week (i think). Well!! eventually natuloy ang swimming we went back to san juan this time not just with me and cris but with donna and melai.. donna even brought her 2 cute babies..and melai brought leonards memory with her (umuwi na kasi siya naks!!) hmp napansin ko nga monitored ang babaeng ito eh, well believe me after a year im sure they're goin to get married (everythings planned accordingly)..and moi still alone, still lonely sabi na nga bat akong tatandang dalaga dito bad trip kainis.. okay letv me tell you more about what happened last saturday since i feel lazy typing everything let me just narrow evrything down;
*ang taas ng alon.. kulang na lang ihagis talaga ako sa shore
*ang daming fish ...sorry po walang karne
*ang haba ng hair ni melai hehe
*ang bilis mag drive ng driver ng van namin
*ang sarap ng mangga at ang sarap mag kamay (inggit kayo noh)
*uhmp pacute ako sa pics
*napagalitan ako pag uwi ko (although i sure did asked permission from parents)
*hindi ako nakareview hehe
*hindi ako tumulong mag luto (i have to review eh)
*hindi ako umutim (daw!)
*haha this is the best !! for the first time i didnt left anything as soon as we left the place.. improving diba!..
** by the way before we went to san juan..we slept at cris place actually i havent slept at all.. hindi na talaga ako makatulog sa ibang bahay kahit katabi ko si melai.. uhmp cris had 3 boarders.. ung isa super duper dead kay mel .. oh well these pictures will tell u the whole story.. wish me luck with my exam ill probably take it by thursday.. God please help me pass this!

4 my former pillow

talaga yatang wala ng pag-asa
upang ako'y ibigin pa
pano mangyayari gayong
ako'y di mo pansin
pano mo malalaman sayo'y may pagtingin

lagi na lamang sa aking isipan
sana nama'y iyong maramdaman
masabi ko na sana
na minamahal kita
doon mo lang malalaman
pag-ibig ko'y hanggang

pangarap ka na lang ba
o magiging katotohanan pa
bakit may mahal ka ng iba
ngunit di bale na
kahit mahal mo sya
mahal naman kita

** i already deleted his number** = (

FINaLLy!!

FINaLLy!!
finally i got the promotion.. Thank you Lord although,the problem is the job would be more stressfull and harder.. as soon as i heard abt the news last march 31 .. i texted andrea since i really need to meet with her and go to church para at least naman diba mag pasalamat man lang ako kay Lord.. i havent had enough sleep again today as usual ..ang sad sad ng nangyari nung march 29 mah "pillow" texted me na may gusto raw siyang ligawan na kateam mate niya..sayang pingapra2y ko pa man siya.. ayaw siguro talaga ni Lord so may 7 taon na talaga akong single.. kainis kasi eh sana di na ko nagpakipot pero okay lang yun.. if hes not meant to be i dont care nah!! sayang kala ko ready na ko di papala siguro.. kakainis.. hayy ang dami kong pinuntahan nung day off. First i went to jarrells bday ayan nga eh dami kong pinost na pics diba.. mag eenjoy na naman si entong hehe kasi my picture ni melai.. hehe!! senxia na di ako photogenic pero at least nag improve na ko kasi nag popost na ko ng pics nun eh dati post tapos delete hehe,tanggap ko na di ako pretty eh...hehe. tapos after nun bday we went home arnd 3am.. nagising ako mga 8am.. dapat pala nagising ako mga 6 kasi nag tetext na si dona ng swimming hehe.. umalis ako ng bahay mga 9:45 para byumahe papunta sa san juan, la union .. hehe swimming ito ang saya..nga lang di ko kasama si dona kasama ko si cris pero okay ang ganda ng beach.. ang dadi ko galit na galit .. bakit matanda na man na ko diba.. wala man akong gagawing bad eh..
ang hirap pala sobra.. ui nanalo si keana reeves idol..he i actually voted for her.. kasi talagang she became true to herself and if ever rustom padilla didnt decide to do leave PBB.. malamang the competition would really be tough between keana and him.. and if ever naku ivovote ko si rustom padilla.. ang hirap kaya nun aminin mo na gay ka.. ako nga nahihirapan eh joke lang.. hehe.. ill tell you more tomorrow ciao!!

wedding with my parents

• my friends (donna, cris and melai)

**my parents**











**my brother eric and michelle,aileen and michelles grandma**









**my brother and michelle**









*dont we look.. uhmmp intoxicated.. this was taken during jarrels birthday*

not photogenic

~~~actually these pictures shouldnt be posted.. this is a collage of my worst pics.. super haggard ako nito.~~ now tell me do you know anyone whos tough enough like moi!

picture perfect

First 2 pics were taken at donna's place...
the last 2 pics were taken at the resort !! san juan, la union