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Saturday, March 24, 2007

peace out ya'll im done with my inetrview in pampanga they actually offered me 24k plus your allowed for overtime, excluding night diff and sss, philhealth etc.. but im actually planning to just get the rsvp offer if ever... coz its near at home plus i would be able to study. All the schools in pampanga for law are not that high in quality. UC is the best ever. im confused ;( ... i actually texted rye to give me advice and at least give me more enlightenment. Of course i prayed for this but i dont know ... i'm scared of being independent maybe.. writing down the advantages and disadvantages of this still didnt give much help. My mom said i should learn to decide things on my own. They hate the way i decide.. help me out ... ciao!

Monday, March 19, 2007

Hi its been awhile since the last time I updated this blog. Things has been real tough for me this year. Well before I start Let me just tell you guys that I had the perfect date then after that I brushed it off you know me, I'm really not ready yet for a relationship.

I resigned from the callcenter I'm working in ~ i know i kept on saying before that i wish to resign. Finally it happened. Last October I was promoted to a Coach in a different account though and this account was not the kind of account I dreamt of worth keeping. I've been working in that Callcenter for 2 and a half Years and mind you i never felt so down and lonesome everytime I flash my card on that post to work again. So eventually I decided to resign and the effectivity date was February 22. Well before that remember the girl I used to talk about that actually told me that there's possibly no way I would be promoted to a Tier2 supervisor... she resigned as soon as i got promoted to a coach which is by far a higher Ledge to Tier2 supervisor. Well, i thought that maybe she was really surprised that I got the Tier2 promotion and just after 5 mos I got promoted to a Coach.

I wasn't really happy with the account because unlike in Bellsouth ( the previous act i was working with) I learn everyday. Everyday I learn ways on how to troubleshoot computers, plus i get updated with new technologies we have and of course ahemp unlimited internet access (beat that!).

The reason I gave to my Direct Supervisor when I resigned was because I'm studying Law and that i need more time to study and catch up with the articles and cases being discussed by our prof. while i imagine myself sleeping instead of listening. Believe me I hardly sleep those days. 3 or 4 hrs of rest is definitely okay with me. But of course we all know that sacrificing something would always detriment something and that was the means i need to pay for my card and my drinks at alacarte kidding!.. but honestly yep! goodbye (hot choco)..say hello to cash advance.
it's our exam week today and yeah i know i should not be here updating this piece but i thought that maybe doing this would help me move on again. Like what i used to do before i was an agent. Oh and by the way on the 22nd i have a final interview for a QA position though in Pampange .. finally i can smell independence. Wish me Luck!.. But of course in the meantime i need to knock my head off reviewing for the exams. I'm telling you darn! it's so difficult, imagine you know the answer to the questions however as you go on answering it a lot of things would come or would arise from your answer that you should definitely defend . Because if NOT!, you can't get any points, Not unlike in College that as long as you know the answer then your on the right the track, you at least get a point. But I'M NOT GIVING UP. I'm definitely NOT!!..

Owwkay now let me tell you about the date story. I had this textmate since November and his name is June he's an army a pmaeyer graduate and he's currently with the sulu army for President's project.To kill terrorrists and finish them all hehe!. Last week he went up here in Baguio to finally meet me and we met. Hes okay and I have to tell you this hes so far the only man that made sense. He never smokes or drink..and an early age he realized that he has to do something about his life so that he wont stay poor forever. That is why he entered PMA school.We had a date at KFC hehe corny but for me this date aside from being my first date is the best date i had. I actually did something to myself to get prepared fpr this date, facial, clothing, body scrub (not for what your thinking) etc. and for me i did this because i wanna feel comfortable and confident. He left this week for the operation and left me his picture, i gave him my ID pic as well which was done on a accident good thing i claimed my ID that day. BUt i don't like him...maybe because he's not the person that would actually reach my standards but because i wanted to concentrate on my studies and work. I feel that i'm useless in the family. That is why to be able to get out of the pressure i'm getting at home i would like to work independently and live independently and Leave Baguio.
Too bad June was not able to catch up with Flower Festival which i should say i enjoyed. Imagine after resigning from work we went swimming the whole day with my siblings and relatives then after a few more days i went swimming with my friends at PalmGrove whew! totally the best resort here in Baguio. And yep you should see me now from clear complexion to tan .. or almost black eeww!.. i'll be working on my complesion and get it back soon when i have the means. It's just that here in Baguio no one could offer me the salary i want, the salary i used to get with that Crap Center. In a way I would like to thank them for molding me and making the person I am now, Confident, feeling smart and uhmp jive to fashion gaL.
June is texting me right now so to speak. He keeps on asking me about my plans for the day. What am i doing or how am i doing. I just ask him the same questions over and over everyday.
Geez i need to go now and review it was nice updating this again. Made me feel more updated. Talking about about my past experiences just makes me stronger..
tata!