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Saturday, December 31, 2005

as of noW!

Heres a post that really strucked me..

I dreamed I had an interview with God.
“So you would like to interview me?” God asked.“If you have the time” I said. God smiled. “My time is eternity.”“What questions do you have in mind for me?”“What surprises you most about humankind?”God answered...“That they get bored with childhood,they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.”“That they lose their health to make money...and then lose their money to restore their health.”“That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future.”"That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived.”God’s hand took mineand we were silent for a while.And then I asked...“As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons you want your children to learn?”“To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved.”“To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others.”“To learn to forgiveby practicing forgiveness.”“To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them.” “To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most,but is one who needs the least.”“To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply have not yet learned how to express or show their feelings.”“To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it differently.”“To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.”"Thank you for your time," I said humbly. "Is there anything else you would like your children to know?"God smiled and said, “Just know that I am here... always.” -author unknown

After 23 years, I've finally realized the following things:
1. I'm turning 24 and still single
.2. The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
3. Life is ultra short.
4. Deception is prevalent.
5. Vanity is a choice.
6. To believe is to see.
7. Letting someone go does not mean you love them.
8. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
9. Love was never blind; its just ignored.
10. Shopping disperses anxiety. I strongly agree
11. Smoking is bad for one's health but can negate tension.
12. Boys don't cry. Men do.
13. A child never lies.
14. History does not repeat itself. Man makes history, therefore man repeats history.
15. Leaders are both born and made.
16. Experience is the greatest teacher.
17. Excercise can be addictive.
18. Never underestimate your enemy.
19. Overfamiliarity indeed bred contempt.
20. College is a blast.
21. Honesty is the best policy.
22. I like people with glasses.
23. Texting can be deceiving.
24. Hygiene is extremely important.
25. Liars go straight to hell.
25. Loving someone too much is called madness.
26. Cheating is different from comparing. hehe! palusot number 1
27. Always bring a condom. para kay donna at sa aswa niya
28. Guilt exists to sharpen us.
29. Say "I love You" before its too late.
30. Never let your guard down.
31. Age does not matter.
32. Talking with someone for 6 hours does not constitute that they like you.
33. When I get something I want, frustration sets in..
34. Patience is a virtue.. for my job patience kills
35. I cry when it rains.
36. Never tell your secrets to total strangers
37. Masturbation is a sin.
38. The truth will always set us free.
39. When in doubt, the best thing to do is pray.
40. Jazz relaxes my soul.
41. Prevention is better than cure.
42. Silence is therapeutic.
43. Sexual intercourse is sacred.
44. With great power comes great responsibility.
45. A compliment can be sarcastic. exactly!
46. A little knowledge can be dangerous.
47. Love never fades. It just grows.
48. Looks can kill.
49. Jealousy can be beneficial.
50. Sensible people are rare.
51. The more you hate, the more you love.
52. Grades are just numbers.
53. Tough guys wear pink.

Am i happy who i am??

Am i happy who i am..did i make the right choices, sometimes i would like to go back and change things specially the ones i hate.. this year for me has been a nerve racking year whatever they call it.. and im still not sure if id be able to get through another year again.. well i hope it'll be better i really have a lot of plans next year .. specially my plan to fullfill my dream being a flight attendant that im not sure will ever happen to me.. Looking back im still glad God gave me a chance to learn from the things thats been going on.. from the problems id had which im not sure if it really includes my love life.. well anyway i was planning to make the last days of my blog (for this year,, im not ending it if thats what you think) sort of like a prayer kaya lang kakatamad din eh! joke sabihin ko na lang kay Lord bakit ko pa kailangang ipublish..
>>>>I'm back to work still as a a call back agent..whew imagine 2 more days and its 2006 im starting to think what would happen.. or what should happen to me next year.. i miss someone but im not sure if i really miss that SoMeOne ELse!

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

perfect Christmas??

here are some updates of what happened during my 3 days vacation..
  • first i didnt join the team building after work .. coz i have to do my last minute gift wrapping..and uhmm shopping!
  • after that i helped my mom cook for Christmas.. Leonor should be spending her Christmas in our place but the thing is she wants me to fetch her arnd 11:00, The mass ended arnd 10:30 and theres no way wed be able to fetch her since we have to do more things back at home like pray for the Advent Wreath and get ready for Christmas..
  • I stayed at home during Christmas but i still managed to visit cris who eventually told me something abt uhmm im no sure if i can say his name here.. well anyway i promised my cousin Kim that ill be spending the night in their place coz i really miss my grandma and grandpa (na lasenggo nanaman daw).. i decided ot to sleep there kasi man ang gulo gulo dun lalo akong di makaisip
  • Dec 26 i went out with Felix and we ate at Pizza Hut i dont think its date.. besides we only treat each others as friend any way i gave him something na sana alagaan niya a small white pillow (more like a stress buster yah know a better design for stress balls) and the fact that i always see him sleepy .. yun na binigay ko.
  • after that i met with cai and ate caloih we stayed at alacarte for like 3 hours just talking about cai's kev .. and abt love life as usual i cant share them anything .. so shared my friends experiences without giving names just to make her realize that kev is nothing! he really is !
  • i slept at joans place after that.. andami ko ngang kagat dahil sa "ticks" ng aso leche!..eh napakasensitibo pa man ng balat ko kainis..tapos ayun akala ko man shes really feeling down after her break up with rez only to find out na may fafa nanaman siya dun..
  • the next day Nag Lord of Pardon kami
  • at ngayon andito ako kila cris para tapusin itong blog ko..

There s been a lot of things that happened this year lagi nga kong nasa baba eh.. pero magiging memorable pa rin tong year na ito sa kin kasi kahit papanu umabot ako ng december.. my off started from Dec 24-28 ang bilis nang araw gusto ko talaga i spend ko sa family ko sa friends ko at kay Lord kaya lang ala ko kasama mag confess...bukas kaya?? uhmm i'll see what i can do about that tomorrow..

"by the way if ever sya ill call him pillow"

Saturday, December 24, 2005

ChRisTmas NA!


O di ba ang saya lapit na nang pasko kaya lang di ko pa rin mafeel eh kainis..ano kayang gift nila sa kin .. hayy naku feeling ko bibigay na katawan ko panu pasaway din kasi ako instead na umuwi na ako at matulog dumiretso pa ko kila Cris at nakipagchikahan at naku biglang dumating pa si Mami Len eh di sobrang chika ito.. Its actually my Dads birthday today.. feeling ko nga sasama luob sa kin nun eh.. kasi man wala nanaman ako susi ng bahay kaya dumiretso ako sa Lola ko di ko tuloy siya nakita.. di bale later na lang sana wish ko lang magustuhan niya yung gift ko sa kanya.. I still need to buy more gifts for my nieces and nephews hayy ang gastos talaga ng Pasko kahit minsan lang dumating sa isang taon parang "nakakapanghinayang pa rin" uyy joke lang ha baka isipin niyo kuripot ako... pero minsan oo at least kahit papano aminado ako.. pero pagdating sa Keds ko na Fettish ko naku kahit gastusan ko pa.. kaya lang ang papangit ng bagong styles nila ngayon di ko feeerrr!!

I only hjad 2hours of sleep galeeng ko talaga noh tapos i have to work for 10 hrs i have to think of an "alibay" para makatulog ako sa Clinic ano kaya gasgas na yung masakit ang ulo ko eh.. saka puson.. ah alam ko na nahihilo ako.. kasi di ako nakatulog kasi birthday ng dadi ko ayy yoko yun bad na nga Sablay pa.. bala na!

DREAM WORK KO ITO!! Since I was 7 years Old aside from Being a Singer sana matupad Lord!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

hell again

5 more days and its Christmas. I just had my 2 days off im so glad to spend it with my 3 friends.. First with andrea..too bad we were not able to watch the fireworks.. coz we had to finish our banana split...the moment we went out the restaurant we saw the last firecracker.. well any way after that i went home around 10pm.. ayun galit na naman mom ko.. the next day we went to sm to do our christmas shopping..i cant believe i spent 4k just for their gifts..after that we went to starbucks nag kape at nag emote kasama ko si ate carol. I'm still glad to have someone beside me listening to everything i say, my problems, my dreams etc..its work day again today...hell day again !!.. im still on callback support but i still get inbound calls just to say bring up my productivity her in the center.. kainis di man lang ako nakahabol sa QA sayang!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

another update!!

Bad day as usual..i wanted to end my life kaya lang kasi daming sagabal.. i hate my brother, my friends, my co-workers well some .. maybe its just me im just not in the mood for anything at all .. everything annoys me , small things, specially big things syempre.. especially when im not able to finish my call backs on time..Well i was assigned to be the call back agent for a month.. imagine its always him that they pamper too much nung nasa manila siya pinaggastusan siya.. and now they have to spend their bonus for his wedding..the fact na hes not even sharing his money eh pareho lang naman kami ng rate every month..i really miss melai i get my strenght from her everything she may not be that strong but she listens to evrything i say .. too bad i wont be able to see her for 2 mos..kainis talaga! I'm planning to go to Pampanga this thursday but im still not sure if my coach would allow me too..feeling ko hindi. I just had a chat with Nelmie today and she said, she thinks im isolating my self too much from the team , well the thing is im just not in the mood to chat with them to have fun with them because theres been a lot of things i have to take care of.. pero parang im not doing anything naman.. grrr!i cant wait till february i really have to look for a job before that month comes.. I really miss sending marichelle an email.. this years' been the tough year id ever had..considering the fact na ngayon lang ako nagkawork na sobrang natagalan ko...
Till next tym

Friday, December 09, 2005

7 things

7 things that will scare me:1. spiders.
2. Snakes.
3. Losing my loved ones.
4. Getting results for exams.
5. Walking alone at night.
6. Ghosts.
7. When my dad got one of his mood swings.
7 things that i love the most:1. My family.
2. My Grandma.
3. My Friends.
4. Music.
5. My blog.
6. My Cds.
7. My Keds.
7 important things in my room:
1. My pillow.
2. My things.
3. My photo's.
4. My bears.
5. My bed.
6. My bolster.
7. My mirror.
7 random facts about me:
1. Am contented easily.
2. Bad temperament.
3. Get irritated easily.
4. I love my family.
5. Hates it when people comment bout what i do without finding out the facts.
6. Loves to meet new people.
7. Have a fetish babies.
7 things i plan to do before this life ends.
1. Repent.
2. Meet the one.
3. Get married.
4. Be a millionaire. haha.
5. Have children.
6. Give my parents an easy life.
7. Go around the world.
7 things i can do:
1. Go crazy with my friends.
2. Sleep.
3. Get angry over small matters.
4. Sing the whole day.
5. Disturb people.
6. Be on the computer the whole day.
7. Listen to songs the whole day.
7 things i can't do:
1. Ask for a guy's number.
2. Propose to a guy.
3. Jump down from the 25th floor and survive.
4. Be without my parents.
5. Draw.
6. Stop being with mah friends.
7. Be as noble as my mum.
7 words i say the most:
1. $h3t!
2. ay nye7@!
3. hahahahaha.
4. aight!
5. okay~
6. hmm.
7. whatever.
7 idols of mine:
1. My mum.
2. My grandmother.
3. Jessica Alba.
4. Usher.
5. Beyonce.
6. Jennifer Lopez.
7. m. carey.
7 people whom i expect to do this:
1. My sister.
2. Melai.
3. Cris.
4. Red.
5. Donz.
6. Dada.
7. Leonard.
There. Thats it for today.
Toodles.

**I only had 3 hrs of sleep today kainis!.. and i had to get hot compress from our clinic because of my monthly w/e... its really hard to do the call backs first of all its affecting mah productivity.. and i always get privacy directors/answering machines grrr..im so glad to see my grandma again today..but not my uncle..i hope tomorrow i'll feel better.. ** c ah

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

SHES OUT OF MY LIFE???

this year was really tough.. until now im still an agent almost all of my waive mates got promoted here i am still an agent.. I m planning to move to manila by february as soon as i get my 13 month pay and my tax refund goodbye Baguio. Kaya lang kasi ayaw ako payagan eh, pero basta matutuloy pa rin ako. Melai is not here in Baguio anymore she decided to spent 2 mos vacation at Surigao and Cebu.. (buti pa siya), nakakalungkot nga eh kasi naman shes the only girl i call every day off.. tapos lalabas kami gimmick ngaun wala na .. so meaning i'll be staying at home on day offs di ko man kasi kayang lumabas na kasama yung ibang friends ko kasi nga puro may asawa eh yung iba man puro may boyfriend. hayyy kakamiss talaga ..
anyway before this year will end ill be doing a revelation portion .. kasi theres been a lot of things that happened like...uhmmm... basta things i never thought would happen to me things i never i never thought I'd do..
hey good news wellbe getting our 13 mo pay today .. i hope ill be getting 10k baba noh! well im planning to start my Christmas .. kainis kasi i still dont know what to get my mom and dad .. any suggestions??..
The Centers Hiring for qa buddy! (quality analyst) ,, almost everyones telling me to apply kaya lang parang ayoko na ayoko nang madeny .. i dont think they will consider me for that position.. parang i'll just do good with my stats na lang.. anyway i wont be staying here for long .. hayy naku sakit sa ulo ang Call Center at ang pagiging isang call gurl .. puro na lang "i cannot connect to the internet"..
Whatever....
I'm Gonna Make A Change,For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good, Gonna Make A Difference Gonna Make It Right . . .
As I, Turn Up The Collar On My Favourite Winter Coat This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street, With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind? Pretending Not To SeeTheir Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other OnThe Wind Ya' Know'
Cause They Got NowhereTo Go
That's Why I Want You ToKnow
I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror
I'm Asking Him To ChangeHis Ways
And No Message Could HaveBeen Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The WorldA Better Place
(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)Take A Look At Yourself, AndThen Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, AndThen Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,Na Nah)
I've Been A Victim Of A SelfishKind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With NoHome, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,Pretending That They're NotAlone?
A Willow Deeply Scarred,Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern OfThe Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No PlaceTo Be
That's Why I'm Starting WithMe(Starting With Me!)
I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To ChangeHis Ways(Ooh!)
And No Message Could HaveBeen Any ClearerIf You Wanna Make The WorldA Better Place
(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make A Change)
I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror(Ooh!)
I'm Asking Him To Change HisWays(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could'veBeen Any ClearerIf You Wanna Make The WorldA Better Place
(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make That . . .
'(Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make That . . .)
\Change!I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-OhYeah!)
I'm Asking Him To ChangeHis Ways(Better Change!)
No Message Could HaveBeen Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, WhileYou Got The Time)
('Cause When You Close YourHeart)You Can't Close Your . . .YourMind!