How and When

Hi there i know its been awhile anyway today is our first day of school , I dont know if im ready to come in to school but i kinda think i am considering the fact that finally i was able to at least lessen my pile of laundry ( i hate it) . Talking about Laundry it's a good thing my mom got roxie and her other cousinto do our laundry everyday saturday. We pay them 400 i think thats too much but then i realized that its okay since they don't have any source of living their both in college and they need money for their allowance, whew just like me i guess. My job is different though .. okay lets talk talk about my job, according to my co worker who also works on a 5 hr shift the management was actually thinking of not regularizing her. Only 3 of us here work on a 5 hr shift and were all Law students. The rest work on a 9 hr shift or sometiomes 11 hr shift, I don't know but i feel that i can't really work on a 8 hr shift since i need to read a lot , see im not smart to be able to absorb everything that i read. Okay anyway im now thinking of finding a different job. I only paid 3 thou for my tuition fee and the thing is I should have 10k plus, I dont really know if I would still be able to study next sem I can't shoulder the expenses any longer and I cant even find someone who could help me out with this. How???

Last friday I went out with my co workers and we went on a picnic, all we did was o talk about our boss who thinks differently I'm so scared I need to keep this job as much as possible I need to find another job that could help with my expenses. Oh Lord please sana maregular ako. Saturday I went out and went to Joan's place I just watched PBB,Ejay won and yeah i like that kid he looks like my cousin Russel (really taLL, what a hunk). Pinoy dream academy's going to start probably next month and i kinda feel bad coz i've been wanting to be a part of it, i just have no time to audition in Manila believe me this part that i'm talking about is really true, Oh how i wish I could still have the chance to be a singer. i feel like i reaally have no shot to be famous. hehe! if someone publishes my blog well i guess that's the only time i'm gonna get famous.
Anyway last sunday I went out with my family and other families.. okay the CFC family. I also enjoyed it however i think the pool was not that okay compared to the pool that we first went to. Highlight of it was we went to the cave again and I had a sauna. Oh how i love that steam cave.
Yesteday was a holiday and cris together with jo, her cousins, jarrel and Rob went to Itogon same place , I wonder why melai was not there anyway, I'm so happy that they really liked the place. I admit I fell inlove with that HoTSpring and I wanna go there again and again.
Yesterday I went out with Andong together with Ivy and Christian (Full time YFC's 'oh how i envy them"). I liked the MOvie it was so fun and watching it just made me realize something. I'll tell you what I realized towards the end of this blog entry.
You know this Guy that i was talking about before I find him crazy .. andong said he's just depressed but anyway i just wonder why he has to tell me that hes here in Baguio tehfact that hes not. Last night I blocked his number in my phone (glad my phone has that kahit parang pangkalso na siya) i'm sure he was trying to call me up. I dont want to talk to him anymore nor do i want to do anything with him. Just a waste of time. Anyway he sent me a text message apologizing , but i never teted back I did have load hehe but i never texted him back I just don't want to talk to him anymore. Geez im fed up of these guys , my mom said that i'm gonna stay and old maid, but i dont care. I guess im gonna die young , and i cant see myself turn 70 or 80 or even 60 without anyone to take care of me.
i hate my sisters specially arra I mean she can't always brag that teh reason why her temper is so short is because she's stressed out. Oh how i miss dana these past few weeks the environment at home became stiff. I miss her soooo much ...
School again.. OMG. Jaja my previous blockmate said that Sec A is a block of smart students My mom said that would really be tough, talking about a break even thing. What does she care she does not support me anyway she shoudl have motivated me or told me something that would make feel like I have to move on. Anyway i forgive her she said she's sick and yesterday she really had a fever , I wonder what arras doing about it. I had to buy 6 biogesics yesterday just to find out that they already bought bogesics for her. C'mon guys im trying to squeeze my money. Hmmm i guess i just have to budget it again. hehe I forgot to pay my dad today, I'll pay him tomorrow.
Okay this is a long blog I could tell anyway I really miss dana my angel. My lovely pretty niece when i was watching Kung-fu panda yesterday i remembered her. Dana talks in her sleep even before she turned 1 year old. Sometimes she says happy, or sometimes you could hear your name being called up, I kept on asking he since then the secret of life thinking that she would answer back but she never answers it. When the panda the got teh scroll he was so excited to know about teh secret kungfu however he saw nothing in the scroll just his reflection. Eventually he realized that there is no secret everything is about you, everything is about believing in yourself and trying to make it special. Then I realized that the reason why Dana was not talking was because the Secret of Life is Nothing!! It's just you....
Peace Ya'll wish me luck again. Oh when!

CUTE.. :)