a tribute to NUNS.. tagalog ito

ang saya kanina sa St Paulines kahapon, i really like the way they take care me, im so glad "ecel" (perchance) is the only gurl who knows about my online diary..puro kakornihan ata saka katatawanan yung nandito eh.. thanks a lot for your comment. My GG is not here again.. pumunta ako sa st paulines kahapon, bilib talaga ako sa mga madre grabe nakakaaliw pang 3 beses ko na ring pumunta dun at maghangmangha pa rin ako.. they always do search in every 2nd sunday of the month ang talagang suki dun ung sister ko si arra, she goes there every thursday.. pero ako every 2nd sunday lang talaga ako.. di ko pa rin nakikita ung self ko na magmamadre eh parang malabo talaga.. but what i like about these sisters eh sobrang aalagaan ka kulang na nga lang lagi kaming itext ng mga sisters ko.. aliw kasi sila kasi 3 kaming gustong magmadre??? sila lang noh! pero ako superduper alanganin.. pero theres nothing wrong about it.. naisip ko lang kasi pano ko pa mafufull fill ung dreams ko na magkaroon ng maraming pera..baka ma-washout lang lahat ng pangarap ko.. sabi naman ni sister okay lang naman daw yun eh pag para kay Lord. I'm still thinking about it??? ...hmmm alanganin talaga eh!

Kala ko nuon iyong atmosphere duon parang napaka-solemn tapos pag magsalita sila yung' super duper mahinhin..pero ang gagaling din pala nilang makipag biruan kaya nakakaaliw din..and take note super ang sasarap ng mga fuds duon grabe talagang parang gusto mong tumira duon.. ilang weeks na rin akong nililigawan ng mga madre duon eh pero ayoko kasi alam ko di lang ganun ganun yun,, kailangan talagang nararamdaman mong magiging madre ka nga talaga hindi yung basta basta.di ko man mafeel kuing magdamit pa nga ako minsan eh sexy saka nyak di ko makita,, sobrang di ko makita.. nung bata ako pwede pa. Gusto ko talaga nuon singer or Madre naks.. pero ngayon malabo..singer nga malabo pa eh, un pa kaya diba! i just found out lately that my crush will be having a baby and im the second one to know about it,,here at work.. How did i know about it?? her girlfriend is my teammates sister. And she told me that the reason why he hates my crush (GG) is because he keeps on saying that he is single the fact that hes been in a relationship for 3 years.. See i thought this man was really perfect i mean not that perfect but at least different from most guys but i was wrong big time.. Parang naiyak nga ko nung nalaman ko eh.. i dont know what to do anymore .. And its about time i should really move on. Kainis move on na lang ako ng move on--mag 6 years na kong walang Bf.. magmadre na lang kaya ako..grr baka di rin ako tanggapin dun.. Siguro talagang ganito na lang muna ako..kainis talaga.

1 more shift and its my day off finally! maka pag confess nga sa wednesday okay till then! magahahanap ako ng bagong crush ko.. di na lang ata bata pa naman ako diba! (".)

shame on me!

finally! im on p3 hehe! so that means i wont be getting too many calls anymore compared with p1.. and i've been on p1 for almost 5 mos i think..and finally im on p3..but i have to be careful because they might put me on training again and if i fail training im outta here! of course i dont want that to happen coz i have to look for a better job first before they kick me off this job! yesterday was friday the 13th but nothing special happened. Except the part where my co worker talked to me about my crush and how obvious things are between me and him grrr! i can hardly look at him anymore.. not unlike before like he used to wink at me, everytime he catches me staring at him..whatever!!starting from now on i wont be looking at him anymore, unless he turns hes back on me.. coz he probably thinks super dead na dead na ako sa kanya di pa naman medyo lang.. okay gtg.. i have to go to St Paulines chapel and submit my assignment!! im still crossing my fingers for this coz i dont i have a vocation for ....secret.. never, i just like the way they take care of me.. at saka aliw na aliw ako sa mga madre!! hehe! take care..

HoNey!!

Mishi {co-worker} didnt report for work today .. i miss her .. last sunday i watched the movie Honey and Ladder 49.. the movie honey for me is just like legally bond. The movie talks about motivation basically its about how we guys can fullfill our dreams. Jessica Alba really looks beautiful and sweet very lite..I wonder whos shes dating right now!? We were looking for the cd oceans 12,, but unfortunately we didnt notice we got the oceans 11 cd.. well im about to bring back the cd but im not sure if im gonna be able to return it and exchange it with a diff cd..coz for sure oceans 12 is OUT again grrr!! Caren {co-worker} just told me that my crush is selling a "shitzu" worth 6k.. hayy how i wish ill be holding him like a treasured pet,, nyak what am i talking about.. but what im saying is like a pet ill be pampering him the way he should be pampered.. ah basta ewan bahala na hanggang dream lang naman lahat eh!! im really not sure if id be able to make it this sunday.. coz i aint got no money anymore plus im sure sunday will be a work day for me and not a day off.. but im sure they'll understand it specially melai.. Anyway about the MOvie HoNeY..i think dancing is my frustration next to my biggest Frustration which is Being a SingER!! hehe.. i didnt know jessica alba knows how to flow that way she really got me crazy!! i wish i was her..{ayan na nanaman eh}..We have a new coach again and his name is Rj actually his an OIC,, and awhile ago i just got pissed off bec of him imagine ive been taking in calls for more than 4 hrs and i havent taken my break yet,the fact that he asked my other teammates to take their break after 2 hrs call bad trip un diba.. but eventually i forgot everything abt it the moment my GG passed by my station hehe!! okay i gtg..pls cross your fingers for me,,i hope by next week id be able to sing again

MAY 1

finally another month today is may 1..and i should start the month right even if i feel bad about things.. hehe! yesterday was payday and promise ill be careful in spending my money this time.. Too bad di kami natuloy sa beach kasi may sakit si jarrell eh (my friends baby),,,but thats okay! kaya lang what im concerned about is how am i goin to tell them that i wont be free this sunday anymore.. I was just given an invitation by carol to attend her baby's christening.. and take note my crush will be there.. Of course ill be there hehe!! i'll be telling you soon in details the highlights of the occassion..i mean my highlights of that occassion whew! okay bye for now till then!!