I got certified yeah, however i made a stupid decision last week.. i actually took the offer to be a dedicated product specialist for a certain team.. this job is more complicated im still a tier2 supervisor however i might be doing coaches job like edit agents punches.. send emails regarding agents concern, attend long meetings.. but im not concerned abt that, what im really concerned about is that the team is on forever "split shift".. meaning i have to come in around 8pm-12 am .. and then come in again at 9am-1pm.. im not sure if i can deal with this kind of schedule...kaya lang kasi i already said yes .., i havent had enough time for myself all i do is wake up get ready for work and then work and then work.. shesssh.. Lord help me with this.. anyway yesterday melai said she actually decided to get married no later than june .. it was a very quick decision that really surprised me.. and made me sad at the same time.. since ill be left alone.. no boyfriend and nothing at all whats left of me is my stupid job thats making me look ugly super haggard and shessh whatever .. life is really full of struggles.. if only i have the money to study law ..i will pursue my dream ..i really wanted to be a lawyer it all started in college.. im not sure if id be able to reach my goal.. evrything im doing is for my family's own good but i dont even feel being treasured not even thanked at all.. ang hirap talagang mag kapera.. buti na lang wala pa kong sariling pamilya hayy and lonely ko nanaman.. although melai said naman that shell be making me her maid of honor.. so im still looking forward to their wedding if ever nga matuloy.. im sure matutuloy yun... okay i gotta go now ..pray for moi!
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