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Thursday, May 18, 2006

Still HAngiNg On!!

Its my 3rd week on split shift. I magine i spend almost 250 evryday for taxi and food. And i donth think i'd really be able to stick with this schedule but im trying my best, actually planning to apply for 2 more jobs .. since im on split shift theres this center 3 blocks away that teaches koreans how to speak in english since i'll be getting off work at around 2:00 I'm planning to work for just 3 hrs and teach english .. kahit medyo alam kong sablay ako sa english. I think they get paid 200 an hour im not quite sure though.. but 100/hr would be a big thing for me. The other sideline im actually thinking of is singing again .. but only during saturday and sunday.. just like old days they use to pay me 150/hr before .. 2 hrs woud be okay .. but im still not sure if id be able to pursue my plans .. coping up with the schedule i have right now is really tough .. what more if have 3 jobs. God permit!

I dont usually talk about stuffs here that should not be posted but i almost talk about everything since i dont have anything against anyone .. so far. But i'll be talking about something that really surprised not only me but all my friends as well .. its about my friend who hooked up with my other friend. For me it was really a big deal because they should know how far they should go.. they should know that crossing the thin line would really destroy something.. But their still lucky though because at least were all open minded.. and though its really hard for us to accept it .. well eventually the issue got closed .. but of course im sure they were really annoyed by everything that we said .. it might have hurt both of them .. but knowing that their really willing to change and admit what they have done was really a big thing,plus it actually made our friendship stronger.. kahit na di na nila ako tinetext.. i know sooner or later what we all used to have before will still be there.. even stronger. nakakaiyak tuloy! but whatever i said to both of you guys im really sorry you know me. at least we were able to get both sides of the story .. were not here to judge anymore,being friends for years is really tough to beat.. once again im so sorry in case we offended you.. i may not know the real explanation to your actions,.. anyway im sorry, were sorry!
Leonard went to Cavite for vacation, Melai said he will be going back to canada on june 9 , before he goes back there i really hope we would all be able to go to the beach, or to a simple resort. I think they wont be getting married till melai finds a job, but still we were all advising her to go ahead and marry leonard so she could work in canada, she loves him anyway and shes also willing to marry him . Melai is an engineering graduate and in sure there's a lot of oppurtunities there that she could try, compared here in the Philippines. But of course still everythings up to her..
I received a letter last week from Pauline Association, well incase you forgot i already posted here before about having a vocation.... being a nun???.. I really miss those sisters, the last time i went there was last year (august), that when i bought them a cake for my birthday. I miss Sister Terry and their funny Mother Superior who really shares a lot of experiences before she became a nun.. what i really miss about them is their being chirppy, happy .. no wonder they look younger than their age. But of course i know they are also dealing with a lot of struggles . Life is full of that. However all you have to do is to lift up evrything to Him.. and youll look younger as well.. gee nowonder i look older.
My coach just informed me not too expect to much. Well i'm not expecting to be promoted.. i think i cant be a coach yet..not yet ready .. and im pretty much contented and happy with what i have and with team as well. Altough i feel sad about the agent that got terminated .. because he looks like my cousin ,russell (however russell looks more cute) whos really close to me.. my cousin is on his 3rd year highschool,hes always a top student in class since he entered as a basketball player in city high.. he never thinks about girls and he always thinks about his dreams.. although sometimes i think hes gay! just kidding!.. well about his termination my coach said i have to be discrete with all the emails i receive and that sometimes some emails has to be kept confidential.. which i do agree.. but i just cant seem to wonder why i should not tell the agent that an email has already been blast.. regarding his termination.. well what would you feel if you see someone coming in to work without him knowing that he already got terminated.. and worst is the coach is not around to inform him that except me.. but this case has been closed,he was terminated anyway because hes been constantly acting that way since.. and for me im not sure if he would be given a reconsideration .. considering the fact that a lot of agents get terminated everyday due to stats, attitude and LTI..who knows i might be next.. hope not!
Last sunday was MOthers day! and i just kissed my mom.. monday was payday.. and since i was not able to get her anything im planning to treat her on saturday.. for a facial or dinner,,im still thinking about it shes always busy during weekends..by the way i also greeted My brothers' wife , shell be having a baby next week,im so excited! the first and last baby in our family. ahihi!
Tammie just added me on her friendster, she was my friends back in college.. "was".. and still my friend.. as long as she keeps in touch ..not unlike valerie who never answers my emails.. I really treasured this person back then .. and until now.. whatever happened to good ol' days.. i think the reason why valerie never emailed me back is because shes scared that i might open a topic abt her that would really make her feel bad..of course i wont! until now i still hold on to the memories we used to have..

CIAO!

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