How and When

Hi there i know its been awhile anyway today is our first day of school , I dont know if im ready to come in to school but i kinda think i am considering the fact that finally i was able to at least lessen my pile of laundry ( i hate it) . Talking about Laundry it's a good thing my mom got roxie and her other cousinto do our laundry everyday saturday. We pay them 400 i think thats too much but then i realized that its okay since they don't have any source of living their both in college and they need money for their allowance, whew just like me i guess. My job is different though .. okay lets talk talk about my job, according to my co worker who also works on a 5 hr shift the management was actually thinking of not regularizing her. Only 3 of us here work on a 5 hr shift and were all Law students. The rest work on a 9 hr shift or sometiomes 11 hr shift, I don't know but i feel that i can't really work on a 8 hr shift since i need to read a lot , see im not smart to be able to absorb everything that i read. Okay anyway im now thinking of finding a different job. I only paid 3 thou for my tuition fee and the thing is I should have 10k plus, I dont really know if I would still be able to study next sem I can't shoulder the expenses any longer and I cant even find someone who could help me out with this. How???

Last friday I went out with my co workers and we went on a picnic, all we did was o talk about our boss who thinks differently I'm so scared I need to keep this job as much as possible I need to find another job that could help with my expenses. Oh Lord please sana maregular ako. Saturday I went out and went to Joan's place I just watched PBB,Ejay won and yeah i like that kid he looks like my cousin Russel (really taLL, what a hunk). Pinoy dream academy's going to start probably next month and i kinda feel bad coz i've been wanting to be a part of it, i just have no time to audition in Manila believe me this part that i'm talking about is really true, Oh how i wish I could still have the chance to be a singer. i feel like i reaally have no shot to be famous. hehe! if someone publishes my blog well i guess that's the only time i'm gonna get famous.
Anyway last sunday I went out with my family and other families.. okay the CFC family. I also enjoyed it however i think the pool was not that okay compared to the pool that we first went to. Highlight of it was we went to the cave again and I had a sauna. Oh how i love that steam cave.
Yesteday was a holiday and cris together with jo, her cousins, jarrel and Rob went to Itogon same place , I wonder why melai was not there anyway, I'm so happy that they really liked the place. I admit I fell inlove with that HoTSpring and I wanna go there again and again.
Yesterday I went out with Andong together with Ivy and Christian (Full time YFC's 'oh how i envy them"). I liked the MOvie it was so fun and watching it just made me realize something. I'll tell you what I realized towards the end of this blog entry.
You know this Guy that i was talking about before I find him crazy .. andong said he's just depressed but anyway i just wonder why he has to tell me that hes here in Baguio tehfact that hes not. Last night I blocked his number in my phone (glad my phone has that kahit parang pangkalso na siya) i'm sure he was trying to call me up. I dont want to talk to him anymore nor do i want to do anything with him. Just a waste of time. Anyway he sent me a text message apologizing , but i never teted back I did have load hehe but i never texted him back I just don't want to talk to him anymore. Geez im fed up of these guys , my mom said that i'm gonna stay and old maid, but i dont care. I guess im gonna die young , and i cant see myself turn 70 or 80 or even 60 without anyone to take care of me.
i hate my sisters specially arra I mean she can't always brag that teh reason why her temper is so short is because she's stressed out. Oh how i miss dana these past few weeks the environment at home became stiff. I miss her soooo much ...
School again.. OMG. Jaja my previous blockmate said that Sec A is a block of smart students My mom said that would really be tough, talking about a break even thing. What does she care she does not support me anyway she shoudl have motivated me or told me something that would make feel like I have to move on. Anyway i forgive her she said she's sick and yesterday she really had a fever , I wonder what arras doing about it. I had to buy 6 biogesics yesterday just to find out that they already bought bogesics for her. C'mon guys im trying to squeeze my money. Hmmm i guess i just have to budget it again. hehe I forgot to pay my dad today, I'll pay him tomorrow.
Okay this is a long blog I could tell anyway I really miss dana my angel. My lovely pretty niece when i was watching Kung-fu panda yesterday i remembered her. Dana talks in her sleep even before she turned 1 year old. Sometimes she says happy, or sometimes you could hear your name being called up, I kept on asking he since then the secret of life thinking that she would answer back but she never answers it. When the panda the got teh scroll he was so excited to know about teh secret kungfu however he saw nothing in the scroll just his reflection. Eventually he realized that there is no secret everything is about you, everything is about believing in yourself and trying to make it special. Then I realized that the reason why Dana was not talking was because the Secret of Life is Nothing!! It's just you....
Peace Ya'll wish me luck again. Oh when!

CUTE.. :)

why??

i was just perky for the past few weeks, I passed :) .. however these past few days i was not feeling okay.
Well as you know i used to help cris troubleshoot her computers and rob as well. Allhe while I thought that i would be able to earn money for that, the thing is im so excited to get back to school. However when cris handed me the money the 3k i thought just became 300.. well you know for me that was okay .. i just needed time on my own that is why i decided not to show up.. man i really felt bad that day she handed me the money.. anyway after that day me , melai and g went out .. well i would say i was really intoxicated .. i don't know well maybe it's just that i wanted to study so much however i can't anymore :( ... now moving on remember i was telling you before about ate carol, the thing is i don't know but i kinda not like the crowd when she's around but she's nice only if its only you and her.. yung dalawa lang talaga kayo.. coz you would really see the real her when you just spend time with her alone.. i wonder why she acts differently when she's in a crowd.. but she's okay.. anyway i don't really like hanging out that much with her because everytime she is around there's always a lot of people around ( i hope you get my point) however yesterday.. just imgaine the least person you know who would help you out helped me out.. yep finally i was able to enrol yesterday .. supposedly block section however i didnt want to because i don't like hanging out with my old block anymore that's the things.. arra said i have issues well i think she does as well..
By the way arra is working now in a construction as a nurse .. and she gets paid big .. imagine her first job.. big pay.. she's getting paid bigger not unlike me. I mean her pay I guess is way back bigger. I just hope that she would spend her money wisely, sana hindi gmaya sa ate. Anyway she's planning on taking her masters next sem.. Go giRL..
yesterday I had a confession just imagine after 2 years ata . nag confess ulet ako .. ehhe. Anyway napasubo ako sa binili ko swear .. kasi uhuhu la na ko pera.. kaya lang kasi ang ganda eh .. :).
I hate Arra if she does the laundry ang baho pa rin kasi, as usual i have to wash it all over again..
Today i will be going straight home ?? why ?? coz i dont want to go to BIR yet.. i don't know i just feel like its a waste of time .. I go there. . they tell me they have not yet recieved my uncle's transfer.. i mean whats the use I just haet it so much .. anyway i just think that i'd better rest. just a few more days and classes will be starting again..

anyway ... i really enjoyed my niece's birthday so much.. she's really the cutest.. i mean shes so cute and energetic. Sometimes I think that im getting my strenght from her and now that she's not around.. i don't know ..i just dont know..
My mom and I stayed long at City hall waiting for my dad to pay his credit card.. when it comes to biLLs ireally hate it.. they just tie you up with shit..
anyway ill be Leaving now.. till next blog!