I have a new job!!.. I started working here on January 7.. i'm not sure if im gonna stay long in this job.. but i like the people here. My bosses are koreans and there okay.. Free internet access.. I just have a few students .. teehee!.. and its so good because back with my old job .. if only have few students.. then your doomed .. coz they wont pay you anything .. they only pay you by the amount of students that you have.. although i still need to get up 5am.. whew! there's one more problem.. My uncle was already asking me to start working in his real estate business .. actually when i talked to him over trhe phone.. i told him that i quit my job coz i wanty to try real estate , and he offered me to work in his company. You know what i kinda got confused when he said he will pay me only 6,700 a month, coz while i was working in my previous job he was offering me the same i get. Okay so about the real estate job, his office is still under contruction.. I kinda like the location of the office because it is near cathedral.. a famous church here in baguio.. geesh anyway.. i told him that i cant work yet this week and next week because its our exam week.. I just cant tell him that I actually found a diff job.. because i cant wait for 15 days without a job.. I dont know but I feel like I cant study If i'm not working, I feel like id rather work and study rather than be a full time student(even though someone offers to shoulder my schooling).. I can budget my time better if i work.. I hope Arra will pass the nursing board exam.. I sometimes think that she is our only hope.. Please Lord.. help her pass the test.


I miss my old student speciall Baek, Jason,ricky and Mr kim... (oh i cant remember his ringback tone .. again )

By the way I actually joined the Starquest search .. and i got nervous during the audition coz im not used to singing infront of people already. So yeah I failed the audition... anyway i have another comeback audition tomorrow,,, Im not sure though if i shouLd go.. My passion for music kinda drifted away when i started to realize that I might not get rich if i only sing.. Rich people watch me sing .. id rather be rich than sing.. so probably that was the reason why i failed the audition~ it was because i feeL that i might get rich if i sing. Singing is a passion, it requires discipline and faith... I dont know where i could get that.. right now im not even that motivated to review..and im starting to be spend a lot again.. i hate myself..sometimes..


Ok ill go on saturday! for the AUDITION!


Oh by the way hayyy i dont think id be able to have a boyfirnd this year. Melai and I was talking about having a boyfriend this year.. just for fun... but i cant do it just for fun.. not having a boyfriend for 8 years( melai said its 10 years) is not that easy.. and i cant just waste my time with a person whom i cant rely on.


I have to budget my time ...
oh by the way I need to post a year end detailed run down of what happened to me next Year!
next post.... That would be tough tough,,, (reminiscing shit and evrything) ...oh yah i remember.. Im toUgh Pink!