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Thursday, May 18, 2006

Still HAngiNg On!!

Its my 3rd week on split shift. I magine i spend almost 250 evryday for taxi and food. And i donth think i'd really be able to stick with this schedule but im trying my best, actually planning to apply for 2 more jobs .. since im on split shift theres this center 3 blocks away that teaches koreans how to speak in english since i'll be getting off work at around 2:00 I'm planning to work for just 3 hrs and teach english .. kahit medyo alam kong sablay ako sa english. I think they get paid 200 an hour im not quite sure though.. but 100/hr would be a big thing for me. The other sideline im actually thinking of is singing again .. but only during saturday and sunday.. just like old days they use to pay me 150/hr before .. 2 hrs woud be okay .. but im still not sure if id be able to pursue my plans .. coping up with the schedule i have right now is really tough .. what more if have 3 jobs. God permit!

I dont usually talk about stuffs here that should not be posted but i almost talk about everything since i dont have anything against anyone .. so far. But i'll be talking about something that really surprised not only me but all my friends as well .. its about my friend who hooked up with my other friend. For me it was really a big deal because they should know how far they should go.. they should know that crossing the thin line would really destroy something.. But their still lucky though because at least were all open minded.. and though its really hard for us to accept it .. well eventually the issue got closed .. but of course im sure they were really annoyed by everything that we said .. it might have hurt both of them .. but knowing that their really willing to change and admit what they have done was really a big thing,plus it actually made our friendship stronger.. kahit na di na nila ako tinetext.. i know sooner or later what we all used to have before will still be there.. even stronger. nakakaiyak tuloy! but whatever i said to both of you guys im really sorry you know me. at least we were able to get both sides of the story .. were not here to judge anymore,being friends for years is really tough to beat.. once again im so sorry in case we offended you.. i may not know the real explanation to your actions,.. anyway im sorry, were sorry!
Leonard went to Cavite for vacation, Melai said he will be going back to canada on june 9 , before he goes back there i really hope we would all be able to go to the beach, or to a simple resort. I think they wont be getting married till melai finds a job, but still we were all advising her to go ahead and marry leonard so she could work in canada, she loves him anyway and shes also willing to marry him . Melai is an engineering graduate and in sure there's a lot of oppurtunities there that she could try, compared here in the Philippines. But of course still everythings up to her..
I received a letter last week from Pauline Association, well incase you forgot i already posted here before about having a vocation.... being a nun???.. I really miss those sisters, the last time i went there was last year (august), that when i bought them a cake for my birthday. I miss Sister Terry and their funny Mother Superior who really shares a lot of experiences before she became a nun.. what i really miss about them is their being chirppy, happy .. no wonder they look younger than their age. But of course i know they are also dealing with a lot of struggles . Life is full of that. However all you have to do is to lift up evrything to Him.. and youll look younger as well.. gee nowonder i look older.
My coach just informed me not too expect to much. Well i'm not expecting to be promoted.. i think i cant be a coach yet..not yet ready .. and im pretty much contented and happy with what i have and with team as well. Altough i feel sad about the agent that got terminated .. because he looks like my cousin ,russell (however russell looks more cute) whos really close to me.. my cousin is on his 3rd year highschool,hes always a top student in class since he entered as a basketball player in city high.. he never thinks about girls and he always thinks about his dreams.. although sometimes i think hes gay! just kidding!.. well about his termination my coach said i have to be discrete with all the emails i receive and that sometimes some emails has to be kept confidential.. which i do agree.. but i just cant seem to wonder why i should not tell the agent that an email has already been blast.. regarding his termination.. well what would you feel if you see someone coming in to work without him knowing that he already got terminated.. and worst is the coach is not around to inform him that except me.. but this case has been closed,he was terminated anyway because hes been constantly acting that way since.. and for me im not sure if he would be given a reconsideration .. considering the fact that a lot of agents get terminated everyday due to stats, attitude and LTI..who knows i might be next.. hope not!
Last sunday was MOthers day! and i just kissed my mom.. monday was payday.. and since i was not able to get her anything im planning to treat her on saturday.. for a facial or dinner,,im still thinking about it shes always busy during weekends..by the way i also greeted My brothers' wife , shell be having a baby next week,im so excited! the first and last baby in our family. ahihi!
Tammie just added me on her friendster, she was my friends back in college.. "was".. and still my friend.. as long as she keeps in touch ..not unlike valerie who never answers my emails.. I really treasured this person back then .. and until now.. whatever happened to good ol' days.. i think the reason why valerie never emailed me back is because shes scared that i might open a topic abt her that would really make her feel bad..of course i wont! until now i still hold on to the memories we used to have..

CIAO!

Sunday, May 14, 2006

A CLEAR PICTURE OF ME

Here is a clear picture of me!

i am julia styles in the movie Ten things i hate about you.. but im not quite the ending though.. nada! cant picture myself kissing in the carparki am reese witherspoon in the movie legally blonde.. since i always wanted to be a lawyer and sometimes i when i think almost everyones pulling me down i revenge..but its a good thing though coz i dont do the usual revenge you see in violent movies. i am amanda bynes in the movie what a girl wants i really attempt to prove that love can conquer all, and being highly respected in the society is my dream.. well all i can pursue so far in order to have that dream is singing .. who knows i might be like her, hey im very much open to adventures,hehe! okay enough of that.


I am also doree in the movie finding nemo.. i do have short-term memory loss.. so where did we end again?? hehe! oww yeah i am also jennifer garner in the movie 13 going 30 ..coz i love rushing things up which i know is bad thing.. plus i may look like 23 but i think like a 17 or 19 year old girl.. well thats what i heard from my folks.. i dont think its a bad thing at least i know how to think hehe!,let me rephrase that.. at least i know what is bad from wrong.. ang layo sa una noh!.. i am piper perabo in the movie cayote ugly.. uhmp i know how to sing confidently infront of my friends and family but as soon as i get on stage or as soon as i get hit by the spotlight i gag! i get sick!? (only once though) or i run.. cant do it! but im learning to get over it!.. I am Anne Hathaway in the movie princess diaries.. i hate to admit it but i am clumsier than her..and i am a very emotional person kaya nga lang the problem is i cant find the right one to share my emotions with except with my friends. like Anne Hathaway i am sometimes a kind of person who dresses whatever i want, But can still be elegant, elegant in the sense na as much as possible i want to be the star of the crowd.. (kapal) kaya nga lang kasi im always one of the crowd.well if you notice most of the movies are chick flicks , but for this next movie youll really get surprised coz before i was sara foster and Jordana brewster in the movie D.E.B.S..of course now im not them anymore..I hope so..alright ill cut it out! im starting to get confused again hehe!..Im was cameron diaz in the movie in her shoes, well that was before,back in college..it only lasted for 4 mos though.. men i really did partied a lot that time..but i realized that life is not always about happiness and meeting people.. but its about making use of your time wisely.. so i studied and eventually graduated with a degree im still trying to love hehe!.. I am also keanu reeves in the movie constantine matigas ang ulo ko hehe!.. I am also hillary duff in the movie raise your voice .. i can do something better specially when there is someone who really believes in me.. kahit isa lang okay lang sa kin pero nga lang tulad din sa movie sinusuyo rin siya.. ako yung taong tipong gagawin ko lalo na pag sobra yung panunuyo.. I am also Hillary duff in the movie perfect man kasi mahilig ako sa blog.. i am beyonce in the movie Fighting temptations kasi i love performing and winning of course i know everyone loves that .. but i really love perforning on the stage with a choir that really sings lively christian songs .. grabe tapos ako yung star.. and like beyonce im also a person na malaki ang pride pero ayun super iyak ako pag mag isa ko.. ah basta.. I am also julie andrews in the movie the sound of music i love teaching kids and being with kids lately.. and if id be given a chance to teach music to children.. i would definitely grab it!!.. I am also johhny depp in the movie Pirates of the Caribbean i can be too weird sometimes you wont really understand me.. and in the movie the window sobrang paranoid po ako but i dont have dual personality..i am also lindsay lohan in the movie Mean Girls i can get along with anyone i can be low profile sometimes i can act as a highly profiled person.. does this contradict what i just said about dual personality hehe! basta im sure u'll get what i mean. Plus i can also be lindsay lohan in the movie freaky friday.. i can really hate a person so much.. and be real bad ...but when its time to reconcile i think of the best way on how to reconcile this includes the right tool, it may be a letter or a thing that would really touch the persons ego i mean heart hehe, this also includes the right timing and the right words.. see i can be sweet! I am Jessica Alba in the moviehoney, coz i believe that the best way to suceed is not about getting it the easiest way, sure you can get it the easiest way but belive me you could never compare the happiness you'll feel in getting something that you really worked for. (like when i got promoted) although im planning to quit though.. but thats a different story. I am Adam Sandler in the movie 50 first dates. Coz i can make someone fall in love with me uhmp everyday.I am also Drew Barrymore in that movie , when i think i'm being a burden to someone i let go! but thats if i'm really being a burden.. marami pa eh! but im so tired typing already..

well to cut the story short im aice! someone who values her family and friends to much someone who really tries looks up to trials in life but kneels to God..my strenght and hope.. someone who finds time to unwind but still values time for work.. someone who forgets and misses things or events but really finds time to catch up..someone who hates people who looks down on you .. but what the hell i still care about them..after all life is not about taking things negatively.. hey i practice how to convert a negative action to a positive action ang hirap pala.. hope someone gets what i mean gulo ko noh! ok bye for now!

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Thursday, May 04, 2006

tanga ko talaga

I got certified yeah, however i made a stupid decision last week.. i actually took the offer to be a dedicated product specialist for a certain team.. this job is more complicated im still a tier2 supervisor however i might be doing coaches job like edit agents punches.. send emails regarding agents concern, attend long meetings.. but im not concerned abt that, what im really concerned about is that the team is on forever "split shift".. meaning i have to come in around 8pm-12 am .. and then come in again at 9am-1pm.. im not sure if i can deal with this kind of schedule...kaya lang kasi i already said yes .., i havent had enough time for myself all i do is wake up get ready for work and then work and then work.. shesssh.. Lord help me with this.. anyway yesterday melai said she actually decided to get married no later than june .. it was a very quick decision that really surprised me.. and made me sad at the same time.. since ill be left alone.. no boyfriend and nothing at all whats left of me is my stupid job thats making me look ugly super haggard and shessh whatever .. life is really full of struggles.. if only i have the money to study law ..i will pursue my dream ..i really wanted to be a lawyer it all started in college.. im not sure if id be able to reach my goal.. evrything im doing is for my family's own good but i dont even feel being treasured not even thanked at all.. ang hirap talagang mag kapera.. buti na lang wala pa kong sariling pamilya hayy and lonely ko nanaman.. although melai said naman that shell be making me her maid of honor.. so im still looking forward to their wedding if ever nga matuloy.. im sure matutuloy yun... okay i gotta go now ..pray for moi!