The past few months...

Just Imagine how fast days go and here I am again as usual giving long time no see updates of what have I've wallowing for the past few months. I've been watching a lot of movies, I've been indulging myself with different kinds of emotions that would be hard to elaborate as for now, since I have to keep this bloggerrhoid just simple. To give you a gist of what happened, Joanne decided not to continue Rubix' contract, The bar was then closed 4 months ago.Eqore's contract ended 5 months we gave it up before Rubix. Things have been quite tough, considering the fact that Joanne had to go through all the stages before she would finally accept everything. The good thing is she eventually was able to accept that things may not be worth it but what matters really is that we all move on. i think it's just okay for me to blurt this out, that ... sometimes she has repercussions of what happened buty sometimes they cause positive actions which still makes me feel happy.

Red, well she eventually got hitched with  gian, I wish Gian all the best, I forgive red, but for now I can't stand talking or listening to her bullcrap, I did cut her out and I'm sure about that, she just caused me pain due to her slander, Just Imagine having a friend who pulled you way down. Well the problem with me was that I made my feelings affect the things I'm complacently doing. Turned out I failed in some. I actually stopped for this semester again. Just Imagine a few years ago almost all of my blog entries were about my school or if I talk about something at the end of my entry I manage to tell stories about school.

Anyways life may have made my path swerve drastically due to my decisions yet I was able to construe that with courage, I'm still here unbowed and moving on. Here 's something I  came up with. A saying about dreams which came into thought a couple of months ago. To bad I was not acquainted with this kind of thought before. right now I'm working on Materializing it by way of my thoughts. Anyways ... Dreams should be not only be visualized, You should not cling to your dreams or hold on to it. You should stand by it. Clinging or holding on to it might give you doubts on whether to to choose to let it go in case of distress. But if you stand by it.You live with it. You feed your thoughts with it. You could actually feel that its just right there.

 

ciao!