I'm Back .... Yep I know I'm CraZy!

A lot of things happened .. I mean a lot!!

I'm going to give ya'll a quick run down soon....

Now for the meantime I'm going to tell you real quick about what I feel today...

Uhmmm .. you think anyone would dare to care if I kill myself today? a lot of people would really take this seriously ( I would) I remember the last time I heard this was when I was chatting with Cai back when I used to work at CLientlogic/Sitel. Cai and I at that time were chatting online when she said she's drinking, Red Horse. So well I thought she was just chilling out on her own until she told me about Kevin a scumbag who thinks that all Filipinas really get head over heels coz of him, until now I still wonder how cai fell in love with that guy, I mean not only is he old but he's breathe really uhmm ( I hope that "tekki" guy doesn't track this online, Oh please or else I'm going to get screwed) uhmp *stinks* . Okay so back to the story. So while she was telling me about Kevin, what he's been doing, she said that she going to commit suicide. I actually had to put my customer on Hold, not only twice,because I for one took that seriously and then I tried to talk her out of it. Until she said, it's too late coz she already swallowed a tablet together with her Red Horse and that she found out from a friend that doing that would make her weak and that if worse comes to worse .. would eventually kill her (stupid Friend!). After a few minutes I haven't received any replies from cai, so I called up this IT guy who has a big crush on me (according to Cai) and asked him to try calling Cai. I don't know where cai was at time and I wasn't really sure. I remember I even talked to Kevin after my shift to call her up. The following day Cai texted me saying she's at SLU hospital. She really did it....

See the thing is. I feel gloomy today and I don't know why. I feel like I wanna do something, like not exactly drink because as you know i'm really not fond of drinking. But I feel like I think I need time to think of what i really want to do. I want to walk alone I guess that would make me feel okay..
Which reminds me.. I need to go back to La Trinidad and meet with Joanne and her Friends.. I miss my friends too and my Family. I guess I'll just try to meet with them this week. Okay bye for now. I Promise, I'll write starting from now on *-*-*- hey this will be our little secret okay . The only secret I might not tell, well that's if I could do that, eventually i will tell!

Gosh I miss You.. and I'm BaCk!