I still work as a Trainer at Convergys but, unlike before I guess my life at work turned 360 degrees. Since Joanne left I've had a lot of stressfull days a lot of unfortunate events everything was really a challenge. I tried not to tell her everyday we are on Skype and didn't know until last week that we have been through the same thing, well not necessarily the same, but the situations and I guess the feeling still lead us to the same level of feeling .. sadness. I'm just so glad that the Lord continuously blesses us with resilience.
And then came CHRISTMAS.
- Christmas was still fun and unforgettable. Unforgettable because it was the first Christmas without her and it was another Christmas with my sister. It's been a year and a half since the last time I saw my sissy, She got married in 2013 and then left in the last quarter of the year. I was also happy about how my mom fixed our living room and the Christmas Tree, unlike before our home became more spacious, hopefully we can maintain the arrangement she made in our living room, up to when Ate Devrah comes to visit us this month.
I had challenges completing my Christmas shopping list, but was able to, with the help of my sister Arra.
Nanette on the other hand made sure she would always stay on top of what she was assigned to cook, "Yummy Spaghetti", she would cook more noodles and make more sauce when needed, she was so patient at that time that made me ask myself this question, "would I also be patient like her". I guess yes, but not quite as patient as her.
Mommy and Daddy on the other hand, were also so nice to set the table and to make sure the food is more than enough for everyone. Tita Ruby, may have spent Christmas alone at Suelo but still was happy because she was able to chat with Joanne on Christmas Day, I'm just so happy that she decided to spend New Year with her family in Pampanga.
And then came New Year!
- New Year's celebration came fast. Since they no longer allow firecrackers here in Baguio City, we just saw a few fireworks unlike before. I guess it's still okay because what is really important is who you are spending it with. Joanne may not have been there, but I was still happy because I was able to talk to her. Right after New Year's my mom decided to host a Children's Party at home. I definitely will add that to my Bucket List and I'm sure Joanne will love that too.
And then work HIT me.
- I remember someone said before, I'm not sure who this was, all I know is that he was one of my drinking buddies in college, when I used to drink. Anyway, he said that "In every happiness there is sadness", well my mom would always say that "Oppression happens when you are close to what makes you happy or when you are going through the process of happiness, it's the best time to know whether or not you will give up" she also said that "God provides and that He will not give something that we cannot handle". That people may ask "why me?", but should embrace each challenge by asking this question "why?" .
- Last year, I experienced a challenge that tested my skill as a Trainer. I guess the Lord, needs to test my passion more reason why I was given another class this year, that may be challenging, yet still not as challenging as the last one. Last week the presentation I had with the Senior Operations Manager of the team I will be endorsing my class to questioned the performance of my class. Out of 19, 2 was terminated, he believes that more should have been terminated, that weeding them out as early as the first phase of training should have been done. Sad to say, my boss feels the same way, I have been yielding on their side for the past few days, but after putting a lot of thought into it yesterday. I realized what Joanne suggested and what I should really be doing..TRAINING. I can only do so much , but I want to be the one who would say, I know their weakness and did my best for them to improve, that I used their strengths in order for them to improve. I wan to be the one who would say, "YES, everyone passed, because they put a lot of effort in order to pass training, and that based on their performance, they pulled it off"
I usually just write down my plans on my planner. But since my Bucket List focuses on writing more. These are my plans for my team:
1. For my team to pass mock call cerification, tool certification and live certification.
2. For them to be sound more empathetic.
3. For them to learn how to be more engaging.
4. For them to Bond and care for each other.
How?
1. Action plan for each teammate should follow SMART process.
2. Complete and follow through with my action plan.
3. Inspiring words to see everyday written on my board. To add value in training.
4. Have fun through the KFC feather.
5. Reach and know more about my teammates.
I know I have this challenge because He believes I can do more for my passion for teaching, I know I can do this and yes I am up to the challenge. I will make sure I update you every now and then. I will do!
And then came FINANCIAL matters.
- Since part of my list is to start saving for our future and for my family. I will follow the 52 week money challenge this year. How, I also have to start with what I will enjoy doing. Selling things on eBay and real estate. I know my career will always teach me challenges and things that I will always ponder on and I will use this to help me learn balance in everything that I will be doing.
And then came FAMILY matters.
- Living with my parents sometimes makes me feel that being independent is a must. But, being independent is sometimes a choice. I choose to stay with them because they need me. Especially that my grandmother is now with us and I find her so adorable that I always make sure I see her smile before and after work. We may have challenges that cannot disclose, but I am so happy that I am with them, that I can see them everyday. They are my inspiration, my life and they are the ones who keep me grounded. Arra and Mommy are 2 strong girls that I adore, they still smile despite the challenges they are facing. Writing this as of this moment made me realize that, what they are facing is nothing compared to what I have to think of everyday at work.
And then came Faith.
- I always plan to go on confession, but haven't had the time. I know I should fine time. Muslims confess everyday, why can't I?. Maybe it's about time I push myself to make time for this.
Oh Lord forgive me, for I have sinned.
And then came LOVE.
- I may have cut my hair, put more make-up for my profession. Dressing up is still the same. But, I'm doing this because I want to do it for myself and not for anyone. If others think that I am trying to impress someone or that I am trying to be noticed by everyone. Well, those assumptions are wrong. Selfish, you may think but I guess even before I have been living up to my favorite line from a song; "Learning to love yourself, is the greatest love of all". And I love myself and Love .. Joanne. I am happy that I finally completed my Rapid Visa information, well it still needs proofreading. But, having it completed, is like a complete breath of fresh air because I am able to take a step for my future with Joanne. This process was exciting for me, it was like I was writing my lifetime story. We have yet to submit it. I know it'll be done soon.
And then came HEALTH.
- Yes! "Health is wealth". Last year I completed a 10 day Master Cleanse challenge. The journey was not that easy, but was truly rewarding. Being able to confront my eating habits and learn the power of discipline, helped connect to the inner me. I bought my dad a pedometer for Christmas, so I can start jogging, Yoga is still part of my list, I started doing stretching exercises 2 days ago and find it invigorating, in spite of being surrounded by a lot of people at home. I will mark this off my list soon. I definitely will, soon!
And then came PLANS
- This year I plan to complete this on my list. I wrote a lot on my book. But this will suffice, besides life is full of fun adventures. I know I will add more fun challenges on my list soon.
1. Start doing YOGA
2. My Class plan.
3. Reach out to Whalbert my brother - a day off fun with him full of positive thoughts!
4. Fix his birth certificate
5. Visit the site my Auntie Fely sent about Lally and make a first step to work on her benefits.
6. Pay for someone else's groceries.
7. Give food to the less fortunate ones. (healthy food)
8. Reach my goal weight 45 kilos, diet the healthy way.
9. Finish my voice lesson and record 4 songs.
10. Bunjee jumping or bicycle on a wire.
12. Learn spanish and read a spanish book
13. Learn french and read a french book.
14. Get an IELTS license this year!
15. Sell lands and sell on eBay.
16. Write a book.
17. Learn Plumbing and get a license
18. Learn Carpentry and get a license
19. Get my baking license and bake for my family (more than 7 times this year)
20 Learn dress making
21. Travel to at least one city after manila, this year!
22. Travel with Joanne this year!
And then came MY BLOG
- ALAS! for the year end challenge. To have 200 posts on this blog this year!.
Inspirations: Family, Joanne, relatives, Friends, nephews and nieces, co workers, www.ladybucketlist,com and you. Hopefully I will have more readers this year!
Need to use my proofreading hat on, all the time.
"LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. NO ONE GETS OUT OF IT ALIVE. SO LEAVE A MARK. LIVE TO INSPIRE. LIVE TO SET AFIRE TO WHAT YOU LOVE DOING"
-aice
"2015! send in the Beans!"
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