A few months from now I see myself enrolling in a different school, as a metter of fact I cant believe something different happened this year that actually changed my life. I'm not working anymore althoguh I really miss working, for me being a fulltime student doesn't make me productive at all, i feel sick, I feel restless although the good things is my breakouts are not unlike before, :)
And..... get ready for this part.. i'm finally in love .. and "in a relationship" ... hehe imagine after almost 10 years .. finally i get to have chance to finally be with someone but the thing is shes a girl... and i don't care. I remember Ryan telling me before that probably the reason why I cant be as happy as I want is because I havent tried falling in love .. like really falling in love.. and I guess did is it.. I'm sure this is it.. I hope so.. I really hope she feels the same way.. because sometimes I'm still worried about whether or not she is really serious about our relationship.. i think she is serious . God please let her stay with me forever
