TEQUILA AND SALT
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This should probably be taped to your
bathroom mirror where one could read
it everyday. You may not realize it,
but it's 100% true.
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1. There are at least two people in
this world that you would die for.
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2. At least 15 people in this world
love you in some way.
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3. The only reason anyone would ever
hate you is because they want to be
just like you.
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4. A smile from you can bring
happiness to anyone, even if they
don't like you.
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5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about
you before they go to sleep.
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6. You mean the world to someone.
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7. You are special and unique.
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8. Someone that you don't even know
exists loves you.
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9. When you make the biggest mistake
ever, something good comes from it.
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10. When you think the world has
turned its back on you take another
look.
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finally! i was actually able to go back to Baguio. I was there last monday during eclections. Tuesday i met up with JeFF alacarte as usual i was hangin out with my friends that time and he asked if he could just join us. i liked him at first but now i dont like him anymore and i'll make sure i'll get over this feeling for just 1 week or probably 2 weeks. Honestly, i dont want to see him anymore.But this time im gonna make sure i hand him a book that became very inspirational to me. Usually i buy things for my crushes however i actually dont give them since eventually i tend not to like them anymore. But this time i'll be doing it differently. I dont miss Baguio anymore. I can go back to Baguio just on june 2 without nagging, bragging and whinning about feeling home sick. I can!!. . . My Housemates actually made me think twice . . and right now im still thinking about going back to Baguio to study or NOT!. well not just because i hate someone there but because i thought of my credit card balance that i have to pay. I also have a lot of plans that i would like to accomplish this year. Now if ever i put my mind into my work right now im pretty much sure i would be able to get what i wanted no later than DEcember. However i wont be able to continue my studies. I really hope God would give me a sign that would really make my decision final. I dont want to decide on something again instantly. Oh how i wish i would meet a new friend here that would help me think about the best steps that i should take. As of now Baguio still weighs more so for now i'll stick to my decision which is going back to baguio on June15. however i dont want to see him, hmmm maybe its really about the way i could handle things and with all the experiences and struggles i've been through im hoping that those would help me decide and handle things in a mature way. What i really miss about Baguio is my MOm she's my motivator the one that always scolds at me at the end i realize that hey after all shes right. She was the one who molded me as well to become who i am right now. . . . ahehe! a LOSER!.. kidding..i just found out that mishi my friend from Clientlogic resigned.. Up until now im still surprised about the news that i get from my co-employees from Rose actually.hahah! and you know what i think?!, i think most of them resigned the moment i resigned. . . chain reaction..

i really dont know where i am to go.. i dont like him but half of me is saying that this time i should do something about what i feel for him...
However my decision still STANDS! . . . . I SHALL NoT yield.. and im sure after 2 weeks im gonna get over this

PS
I wont text him anymore until i give the book that i asked Flor to buy in MANILA
Ciao!

day5 -forgotten
day 6

omigosh i'm really starting to love my job. I'm not sure of quitting my job. Well that's because i like the people here and i love what i do. There maybe sleepless nights but i can stil carry on..since im used to this schedule,given the fact that i've been working as a callcenter employee for almost 3 years.

Im actually tring to get to know my roommate but its seems like im not gonna be succesfull with that anymore i barely have a month. I want to befriend her but i don't think its gonna work out since she's the one who always starts to act cranky. Sometimes i even feel that maybe i'm just trying to push myself just to be more close to her. Imagine we even have the same sign (leo) but we dont't get along. Sometimes we do, most of the time we dont. I really want to go back to Baguio. No matter what happens i'm gonna make sure i'll be in baguio at the end of this week

ciao again!

Grabe na lang hindi ko na update ito kahapon .. enyweis yesterday was okay .. parang my days are starting to run smooth and fine.. hai kakamiss talaga Baguio. My boss just told me today that hext week would be phone certification and the thing is we might not be able to go back to Baguio to Vote.. kaiNis nga eh and we were actually planning to go to Asin with my family.. treat ko raw.. hayy i havent slept at all today coz we just moved to a different apartment.. the apartment was not the kind of apartment i actually expected when it comes to how it was prepared for us to .. the floorings not even scrubbed the CR ~ not even clean. The lights?? more than busted?! i mean NADA..

4days countdown hmmm o how i wish i would be able to go back to baguio on may 14.. i really miss my family, Dana, uhmm my friends , SFC, ahehe including *** well i dont know.... I'm sure he doesnt miss me so why bother aight!

Okay i gotta go .. by the way..i'll be stretching my budget again till next pay day.. imagine we actually gave money for the cushion when in fact we wont stay there for long .. just for a month lang .... .but that's okay

I really enjoy Jehan and May's company .. i'm sure gonna miss them once i go back to Baguio to study.. '

ciao!
see yah tomorrow

** wink** weve been texting each other for almost 1 day.. its like i was with him for a day.. pathetic ko talaga! its just that i havent felt this way before eh ata!! teehee! (",)

2nd day! i'm starting to like my job here.. yeah you can say that again .. as you know im a dynamically fickle minded person!!!so redundant right.. hmmm i can't believe im saying this but theres actually 2 reasons why i want to stay here.

1. I don't wanna fall in love
2. I dont want to fall in love

Teehee! i may sound funny but im starting to like him. geez.. anyway maybe this was just the same feeling i had before i hope i could get over this!.. please Lord not now.. i still have a lot of pLans and having someone to think of is not a part of my agenda yet. I survived 8 years and i believe i can hang in there even forever.

But I cant believe i actually like him!
I really hope he feels the same way

coz if he doesn't feel the same way.. then that would be super okay on my part .. at least i know what my next step would be.. which is to go back to Baguio! and Study!
Coz right now i'm actually thinking of staying here and get over this feeling..

I miss Baguio!

she said she wont make it look the way it was with what happened last october and she did. I'm not sure whether it was just a coincidence but the plot was so smooth that we actually fell for it. I thought that maybe its just because my friend just wants his girlfriend to stop nagging and thinking that we are *churvas* but were not. It was my friend who said earlier to take it easy as advised by the previous person person. i'm feeling sleepy! hell yeah i guess not only do i miss baguio, my family and friend but eventually another role was created that i hope i'd see again after 2 weeks.

CountdowN StaRts NoW!

Kung ika’y magiging akin
Di ka na muling luluha pa
Pangakong di ka lolokohin
Ng puso kong nagmamahal

Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman

[chorus]
Di kita pipilitin
Sundin mo pang iyong damdamin
Hayaan nalang tumibok ang puso mo
Para sa akin

Kung ako ay mamalasin
At mayron ka nang ibang mahal
Ngunit patuloy ang aking pagibig
Magpakailanman

[repeat chorus]

Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman

[repeat chorus 2x]

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****GeeZ must he be the One.. this too shall past.. as always!