dreaming

dreaming for a promotion .. oh Lord please allow me to have this chance ill make sure ill take care of it promise...

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I watched Just Like Heaven...*sigh!* :) ganda ng movie and it got me thinking, about how and why people meet. Some kinda like destiny. I mean why would God want you to meet people who are so different from you and why do these people sometimes become part of your lives. Parang sa movie, why hasn't she moved on and more importantly, the right question was bakit yung guy lang yung nakakakita sa kanya? I think at some point in your lives parang ganon nangyayari, we feel more alive with just one person who i guess is supposedly the "right" one for that time. Just as we feel more enthusiastic doing the things that we love, kasi it echos somewhere deep inside na that was what you were suppose to be doing during that time. We get some sort of completion knowing what you need and getting that during the time that you need it. All differences are set aside. But there will also come a time that you will realize that both of you've changed already. You've learned what you were suppose to learn and it's time to move on. Parang if that was where you were suppose to be 5 years ago, syempre this time, it's all but natural that you will be in another place na. It's like growing apart kasi both of you aren't headed in the same direction. It's probably God's way of preparing for other things to learn. So bakit kaya just like heaven title ng movie and blog ko? Kasi sa heaven, you meet all kinds of souls, and they all become part of who you are. And correct me if i'm wrong but isn't happiness all about being able to accept yourself in totality, for all the good and bad you can do? :)

Ang cute talaga ni Mark Ruffalo wala akong ma say!! hes facial expressions and evrything really turns me on!!

(*sigh*) sana ako rin...

if only

Today, today I bet my life
You have no idea
What I feel inside
Don't, be afraid to let it show
For you'll never know
If you let it hide



I love you You
love me
Take this gift and don't ask why
Cause if you will let me
I'll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I'm with you
And why I'll never
Leave
Love will show you everything



One day
When youth is just a memory
I know you'll be standing right next to me


I love you You
love me
Take this gift and don't ask why
Cause if you will let me
I'll take what scares you
Hold it deep inside
And if you ask me why I'm with you
And why I'll never
Leave
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything
My love will show you everything


**this is a song sang by jennifer love hewitt in the movie if only.. my friends say that i actually look like her ...i dont believe in that coz she looks prettier than moi! ..anyway the movie for me is all about giving importance to the one you love....everyone appreciates small things ..i do!!.. This movie got me thinking.. Live your life the best you can cause tomorrow it could all be over.you can never make too much efforts to show someone how much you love them.at first this movie seems too unrealistic but it's true that something big needs to happen before we start thinking about our actions. somthing small and silly could have so much meaning and we just don't see it. this movie really opens eyes. I'm glad i found this movie and I wont hesitate to pass on it's message. its actually one of my favorite movies...****all my team mates expect me to be promoted next week to tier2 im not feeling it anymore.. id probably drop it as soon as i find out i got promoted.. plus our new siebel tool really sucks!!!.. whoever invented that tool is really stupid (mr siebel).. the idea of opening tickets is cool.. but the tool is really slow and is very inconvenient for us agents.. i really hope someone would actually start a petition to boycott this tool.. God please dont give me any surveys today i was not doing good with my calls ..using that siebel tool really locked my confidence..but anyway im still glad because its our day off today.. hehe! at least i wont be getting any surveys for 2 days.. and i just came from my 3 days leave.. i was actually planning to go down to Manila and find a better job.. but a lot of people just keeps on bragging me not to go there.. the main reason why i would like to work in manila is because i would like to try being independent.. alone.. it would probably help me be more responsible!!.. whatever lets just see what happens next week... i'll just keep my fingers crossed ..again!!!.. bahala na si Lord.. but just incase i ound out that my name is not included in the list of new tier2s thats okay with me.. tanggap ko na!!.. ill just keep on trying...too bad im not a kiss ass person .. i still believe that you can pursue whatever you want through patience and through hard work some agent only got promoted because their the kind of people who loves kissing asses.. im not that!! something tells me that i should but like i said "i shall not yield".. ciao!!

in her shoes

i carry your heart with me

i carry it in my heart

i am never without it

anywhere i go you go, my dear;

and whatever is done

by only me is your doing, my darling

i fear no fate

for you are my fate, my sweet

i want no world

for beautiful you are my world, my true

and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

here is the root of the root

and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;

which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide

and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart

i carry it in my heart

—-E. E. Cummings

*** for those of you who havent watched this movie uhmp well all i can say is i loved it its nice to see cameron diaz act that way..."In Her Shoes" starts out with the materials of an ordinary movie and becomes a rather special one. The emotional payoff at the end is earned, not because we see it coming as the inevitable outcome of the plot, but because it arrives out of the blue and yet, once we think about it, makes perfect sense. It tells us something fundamental and important about a character, it allows her to share that something with those she loves, and it does it in a way we could not possibly anticipate. Like a good poem, it blindsides us with the turn it takes right at the end.****

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