I dreamed I had an interview with God.
After 23 years, I've finally realized the following things:
1. I'm turning 24 and still single
There s been a lot of things that happened this year lagi nga kong nasa baba eh.. pero magiging memorable pa rin tong year na ito sa kin kasi kahit papanu umabot ako ng december.. my off started from Dec 24-28 ang bilis nang araw gusto ko talaga i spend ko sa family ko sa friends ko at kay Lord kaya lang ala ko kasama mag confess...bukas kaya?? uhmm i'll see what i can do about that tomorrow..
"by the way if ever sya ill call him pillow"
Help me create a journal for this month.. Leave a message,
a poem, a question, a story, or whatever you may like.
Just be clean, be civil and be nice!
thanks!!
I'LL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS!
LOVE THIS SONG!!!
PAYONG
ako ba ang nais mong sukuban?ako ba ang nais mong hagkan?pag-ibig ko ba ang nais makamtan?ikaw ay aking papayungansa lahat ng bagyong darating sa iyong buhay,nandito lang ako
susubukang mabihag ang puso mosa payong ng pagmamahal kohanggang sa mapagod akosa kakapayong sayo...
ako ba ang sinisigaw ng damdamin?ako ba ay hinahanap-hanap?hindi ko na alam kung ano ako sayo
susubukang mabihag ang puso mosa payong ng pagmamahal kohanggang sa mapagod akosa kakapayong sayo...
I WILL ALWAYS STAY THIS WAY IN LOVE WITH YOU
I have never lost the love that I have given you With all the things that we have all been through I've never stayed in love before As much as I have stayed in love with you You, you never thought the feelings Meant for you were true
�coz everytime we're all alone you wonder If I'll really never change And if I'll really stay in love with you
Love, it needs just you and me to stay together Even if there's nothing more The best is there forever Love, we have to stay this way in love forever Even if you change your ways I'll always stay this way
�coz I, I will always stay this way in love with you I will always stay this way in love with you I will always stay this way in love with you
You, you never thought the feeling Meant for you were true �coz everytime we're all alone you wonder If I'll really never change And if I'll really stay in love with you
Love� It needs just you and me to stay together Even if there's nothing more The best is there forever
Love� We have to stay this way in love forever Even if you change your ways I'll always stay this way
�coz I, I will always stay this way in love with you I will always stay this way in love with you I will always stay this way in love with you I will always stay this way in love with you
I would like to say this. Tardiness is not something you can do on your own. Many, many people contributed to my tardiness. I would like to thank the taxi driver whos too old enough to drive probably has alzheimers because i told him to pass by camp 7 so it would be faster but instead he passed by military cut off then Loakan talk about long cut grrr.. I would like to thank sisters who are lazy in cooking for dinner.. and the crew of 7 eleven who doesnt know how to count my change faster after i bought Siopao and C2 for dinner.. i would like to thank the guards at work wala lang thank you lang hehe!
Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's CHOICE. Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by CHANCE. But true love that lasts is truly a CHOICE. A choice that we make. Regarding soulmates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this : "Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen." I do believe that soulmates do exist. That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not. WE MAY MEET OUR SOULMATES BY CHANCE, BUT . . . LOVING AND STAYING WITH OUR SOULMATES IS STILL A CHOICE WE HAVE TO MAKE.
I got late today..and i was really worried about my dad coz my folks were really waiting for him to come back home.. only to find out na natulog la
I got this from a post on friendster..and i must admit that i really agree to this.. that it everythings matter of choice..although melai doesnt agree to this..at first of course i had the same perceptions as she had ..but right now i dont believe there is such a thing as soulmate.. evrything boils down to your CHOICE.. well for me i choose not to have a choice coz of course..uhmm not that i wanted to win a dare but because i dont want to loose track or focus.. the fact that ngayon palang feeling ko im really loosing focus.. we had a dare with my best buddy (syempre si melai un) first one to have a boyfriend should be paying for 5 thousand pesos...
Da vinci code, Angels and Devils, Divine Revelation. i havent read the first two books yet..my sister once dared me to finish the book divine revelation,i only read the first chapter di ko na nakayanan ung susunud eh..really very scary.. in such a way that it will really test your faith.anyways have u guys watched the movie Constantine a movie for smokers.. i wonder why they always give Keanu Reeves movies with the best effects.. compared with other movies.. anyways this movie talks about second chance, about your faith in GOd and the effects of smoking.. ouch ba!.. i like the part when keanu was about to go to heaven but because he gave lucifer (basta parang si LUCIFER) the "F" sign.. lucifer grabbed him instead, back to earth and removed his tubercolossis knowing that keanu will still do the same thing and will sin again but at the end he changed..talk about 2nd chance
anyway last monday was the start of the day off..and actually we had a team building actually its not a teambuilding coz we were only 5 out 11..anyways to cut the story short i slept at melai's place... to tell her everything that been going on..of course as usual i cried over ..w/e.. but im glad im over it thanks for evrything melai.. you really mean a lot.. i just saw my YFC community the other day and i decided to continue my service ive been very down for these past few months and i cant wait to serve the community again.. plus ive been through a lot this past few months.. and im so glad mishi had to hate someone for me of course im not happy about that.. but i think i am hehe.. I don't know what my problem is lately, but pretty much everyone and everything is annoying me. And I know that I am partly to blame for it, especially when all my friends are doing is asking me to hang out and I get annoyed because they should know that SOME people have to get up early and go to work. Is it possible to be annoyed with yourself? Because if so, then I am! And now here I sit at work, still stressed out..down..we just had a talk with my cousin yesterday there had been a lot of issues in our family lately and maybe i should be focusing on those things first..if Constantine had been given a second chance then i'll be giving myself a 2nd chance..
wala na mishi! mamimiss ko talaga un. Imagine yesterday was her last day and ayun di pa rin ako tinigilan sa pangaasar sa coach nila.. napakapasaway.. yoko nga dun mas feel ko pa ung dati kong crush ung kinasal na.. i almost got late today, maybe because i got used to take a cab always eh since ala na kong pera i have to ride a jeep.. ang gastos talaga. I was suprise about how my little cousin approached me awhile ago..aba finally i heard her say my name although it wasnt clear at all (ate wen-wen for lenlen), ive been forcing her to memorize my name for several times and finally she remembered it ..shes turning 2 this year.. Is it fathers day today?? im confused hehe! i just finished my call @ exactly 12am.. ill be taken a cab on my own.. mishi's not here anymore eh and what i really hate about it is ill be taking a cab with nino my mortal enemy.. we just had a meeting awhile ago about the cook out that will happen this tuesday im not sure if ill be there.. but ill try my best..if i change my mind.. i wasnt able to attend the search in vocation at st paulines today.. kc naman nahilo talaga ako kagabi.. sr terry even texted me twice to remind me about that.. siguro talagang di para sakin un =( ..ok gtg
2nd shift
so as i said i took a cab with my mortal enemy..i wonder why hes not teasing me anymore..ambunan ko kaya ng maraming coach-ins tong coach na ito..actually im thinking of applying for tier2 supervisor, but im still concerned about my stats last may.. ow b4 i forget their coach decided to just give our share of the money no more cookout etc.but thats ok coz i need this money badly..