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Bohemian Rhapsody. Please comments below when you see this. I’m just trying to rekindle my longb lost passion which is writing. I guess a comment from someone who reads this will suffice. I’m not asking for too much. All I just need is at least one comment for this post.

Bohemian Rhapsody is the most viewed video on YouTube . Queen .. you will and have always  outstand the test time of time.

Bohemian Rhapsody most views on YouTube in 2019.

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So just lately I've been taking alot selfies. Some are cute, some are not.
But, if I were asked to choose which selfie would I want to look at 30 years from now.
I would choose this. Why?
- cute shoulderkerchief, crutch, lally.
- project root canal.
- ldr wait and bait.
- sleep collapse joanne
- the "LEAVING" room faucet has been on for months.
- done with closets, no longer want to be a stranger in my own house.
- pile of baskets low on greens $
- sunny , money?
- book  pending .. sharma.
- pedestal wacked!
- room as well
- basilica with fiona
-shrek and daughter
- oil for whoof
... spitballing :)

Time

I am.. and I will have more time for you.
I Will write soon I just need to finish 2 books today!

Beginnings

Robin Sharma, worked as a judicial law clerk for the Supreme Court. He's young and an awesome writer. He's tips for a stunningly great life is what caught all the readers attention. In a world full of superficial things the best way to live a meaningful and purposeful life is to look into your heart.
Most self-help junkies, would attest that authors such as Paolo Coehlo, Robert Kiyosaki, etc are definitely great  authors that can help empower  you to live a fruitful life.

* RaNdom Me*

It's true, my life unusually changed since the time Joanne left. The thought of her leaving already took a toll on me I was struggling as I tried to train a class that I would consider the worst - best class I ever trained. I have to be positive about my failures, so yeah "worst- best" is a phrase I would really love to use for this type of experience. Until now I hunger and thirst for good old days, indeed we had a lot of nice memories. I tried to keep my balance and yet I find my self thinking of the setbacks I had and am currently dealing with, I feel like      these series of baffling events started because of the feeling I insinuated since the time I found out Joanne leaving this time was for real. Like everything was a ripple effect.

As I look back I realized, I would have really savored the good old days. I should have lived in the present. I know it's not too late, I also realized that I am able to do what I want when she is around. I plan for myself, I plan our week ahead, I finish a book, unlike now.

So is this now considered a meltdown for me?, I guess yes. It's a good thing I read Robin Sharma's book The priest, The surfer and the CEO. I realized a lot of things.

Oh well although I feel sickly, paranoid, and more strict in class. I think my bhavior may have done something nice. But still, I am starting to become the person I fear of becoming. I just really hope I'd be able to get through this phase as fast as I can. There are still a lot of things I would like to accomplish. Aside from living and staying forever with the one I love (Joanne). I know forever is impossible but faith is what keeps us together, faith is what helps us believe in forever.

2015 will give me the best beans, I on the other hand will..share it with you.

I know I should at least talk about something as interesting as the other articles I wrote. But, I want to start this year's blog with something that I would be so proud of. And something that will turn my  Insecurities and Intimidations, around. Before the year started I joined a Team called TEAM BUCKET LIST LIFE on Facebook. I remember the book that I bought at SM, left  me enthralled with writing my own  Bucket List and reading about others bucket list. I do resonate with everyone in the team and after having a toxic day at work the last thing I would want to do, since I started joining the team is looking at posts from people who made me feel bad these past few years.

I still work as a Trainer at Convergys but, unlike before I guess my life at work turned 360 degrees. Since Joanne left I've had a lot of stressfull days a lot of unfortunate events everything was really a challenge. I tried not to tell her everyday we are on Skype and didn't know until last week that we have been through the same thing, well not necessarily the same, but the situations and I guess the feeling still lead us to the same level of feeling .. sadness. I'm just so glad that the Lord continuously blesses us with resilience.

And then came CHRISTMAS.

- Christmas was still fun and unforgettable. Unforgettable because it was the first Christmas without her and it was another Christmas with my sister. It's been a year and a half since the last time I saw my sissy, She got married in 2013 and then left in the last quarter of the year. I was also happy about how my mom fixed our living room  and the Christmas Tree, unlike before our home became more spacious, hopefully we can maintain the arrangement she made  in our living room, up to when Ate Devrah comes to visit us this month.
I had challenges completing my Christmas shopping list, but was able to, with the help of my sister Arra.
Nanette on the other hand made sure she would always stay on top of what she was assigned to cook, "Yummy Spaghetti", she would cook more noodles and make more sauce when needed, she was so patient at that time that made me ask myself this question, "would I also be patient like her". I guess yes, but not quite as patient as her.
 Mommy and Daddy on the other hand, were also so nice to set the table and to make sure the food is more than enough for everyone. Tita Ruby, may have spent Christmas alone at Suelo but still was happy because she was able to chat with Joanne on Christmas Day, I'm just so happy that she decided to spend New Year with her family in Pampanga.

And then came New Year!

- New Year's celebration came fast. Since they no longer allow firecrackers here in Baguio City, we just saw a few fireworks unlike before. I guess it's still okay because what is really important is who you are spending it with. Joanne may not have been there, but I was still happy because I was able to talk to her. Right after New Year's my mom decided to host a Children's Party at home. I definitely will add that to my Bucket List and I'm sure Joanne will love that too.

And then work HIT me.

- I remember someone said before, I'm not sure who this was, all I know is that he was one of my drinking buddies in college, when I used to drink. Anyway, he said  that "In every happiness there is sadness", well my mom would always say that "Oppression happens when you are close to what makes you happy or when you are going through the process of happiness, it's the best time to know whether or not you will give up" she also said that "God provides and that He will not give something that we cannot handle". That people may ask "why me?", but should embrace each challenge by asking this question "why?" .

- Last year, I experienced a challenge that tested my skill as a Trainer. I guess the Lord, needs to test my passion more reason why I was given another class this year, that may be challenging, yet still not as challenging as the last one. Last week the presentation I had with the Senior Operations Manager of the team I will be endorsing my class to questioned the performance of my class. Out of 19, 2 was terminated, he believes that more should have been terminated, that weeding them out as early as the first phase of training should have been done. Sad to say, my boss feels the same way, I have been yielding on their side for the past few days, but after putting a lot of thought into it yesterday. I realized what Joanne suggested and what I should really be doing..TRAINING. I can only do so much , but I want to be the one who would say, I know their weakness and did my best for them to improve, that  I used their strengths in order for them to improve. I wan to be the one who would say, "YES, everyone passed, because they put a  lot of effort in order to pass training, and that based on their performance, they pulled it off"

I usually just write down my plans on my planner. But since my Bucket List focuses on writing more. These are my plans for my team:

1. For my team to pass mock call cerification, tool certification and live certification.
2. For them to be sound more empathetic.
3. For them to learn how to be more engaging.
4. For them to Bond and care for each other.


How?
1. Action plan for each teammate should follow SMART process.
2. Complete and follow through with my action plan.
3. Inspiring words to see everyday written on my board. To add value in training.
4. Have fun through the KFC feather.
5. Reach and know more about my teammates.

I know I have this challenge because He believes I can do more for my passion for teaching, I know I can do this and yes I am up to the challenge. I will make sure I update you every now and then. I will do!

And then came FINANCIAL matters.

- Since part of my list is to start saving for our future and for my family. I will follow the 52 week money challenge this year. How, I also have to start with what I will enjoy doing. Selling things on eBay and real estate. I know my career will always teach me challenges and things that I will always ponder on and I will use this to help me learn balance in everything that I will be doing.

And then came FAMILY matters.

- Living with my parents sometimes makes me feel that being independent is a must. But, being independent is sometimes a choice. I choose to stay with them because they need me. Especially that my grandmother is now with us and I find her so adorable that I always make sure I see her smile before and after work. We may have challenges that  cannot disclose, but I am so happy that I am with them, that I can see them everyday. They are my inspiration, my life and they are the ones who keep me grounded. Arra and Mommy are 2 strong girls that I adore, they still smile despite the challenges they are facing. Writing this as of this moment made me realize that, what they are facing is nothing compared to what I have to think of everyday at work.

And then came Faith.

- I always plan to go on confession, but haven't had the time. I know I should fine time. Muslims confess everyday, why can't I?. Maybe it's about time I push myself to make time for this.
Oh Lord forgive me, for I have sinned.

And then came LOVE.

- I may have cut my hair, put more make-up for my profession. Dressing up is still the same. But, I'm doing this because I want to do it for myself and not for anyone. If others think that I am trying to impress someone or that I am trying to be noticed by everyone. Well, those assumptions are wrong. Selfish, you may think but I guess even before I have been living up to my  favorite line from a song; "Learning to love yourself, is the greatest love of all". And I love myself and Love .. Joanne. I am happy that I finally completed my Rapid Visa information, well it still needs proofreading. But, having it completed, is like a complete breath of fresh air because I am able to take a step for my future with Joanne. This process was exciting for me, it was like I was writing my lifetime story. We have yet to submit it. I know it'll be done soon.


And then came HEALTH.

- Yes! "Health is wealth". Last year I completed a 10 day Master Cleanse challenge. The journey was not that easy, but was truly rewarding. Being able to confront my eating habits and learn the power of discipline, helped connect to the inner me. I bought my dad a pedometer for Christmas, so I can start jogging, Yoga is still part of my list, I started doing stretching exercises 2 days ago and find it invigorating, in spite of being surrounded by a lot of people at home. I will mark this off my list soon. I definitely will, soon!

And then came PLANS
- This year I plan to complete this on my list. I wrote a lot on my book. But this will suffice, besides life is full of fun adventures. I know I will add more fun challenges on my list soon.

1. Start doing YOGA
2. My Class plan.
3. Reach out to Whalbert my brother - a day off fun with him  full of positive thoughts!
4. Fix his birth certificate
5. Visit the site my Auntie Fely sent about Lally and make a first step to work on her benefits.
6. Pay for someone else's groceries.
7. Give food to the less fortunate ones. (healthy food)
8. Reach my goal weight 45 kilos, diet the healthy way.
9. Finish my voice lesson and record 4 songs.
10. Bunjee jumping or bicycle on a wire.
12. Learn spanish and read a spanish book
13. Learn french and read a french book.
14. Get an IELTS license this year!
15. Sell lands and sell on eBay.
16. Write a book.
17. Learn Plumbing and get a license
18. Learn Carpentry and get a license
19. Get my baking license and bake for my family (more than 7 times this year)
20  Learn dress making
21. Travel to at least one city after manila, this year!
22. Travel with Joanne this year!


And then came MY BLOG

- ALAS! for the year end challenge. To have 200 posts on this blog this year!.
Inspirations: Family, Joanne, relatives, Friends, nephews and nieces, co workers, www.ladybucketlist,com and you. Hopefully I will have more readers this year!

Need to use my proofreading hat  on, all the time.


"LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. NO ONE GETS OUT OF IT ALIVE. SO LEAVE A MARK. LIVE TO INSPIRE. LIVE TO SET AFIRE TO WHAT YOU LOVE DOING"
-aice

"2015! send in the Beans!"

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Making Memories

We do not know what the future may hold. But, all we all have to know is that the future lies in our hands.
Here I am, making memories of what I want to do since the time we lost our house to my dad's siblings. We moved several times and I can hardly imagine our family having a house of our own, a home of our own. I still want to do something about what I wanted to happen. Maybe, who knows it might start now. Let's push this! The universe is conspiring sweets.

Can the weather news just be like my forecast?

Forecast for today.

Monday opened a door 😕

Today marks, I guess my first day of realization.
I think I'm bound to be alone forever.
She doesn't know this yet, but I take her letters with me wherever I go.
I miss her everyday.
And I cannot imagine life without her.

I may have zoned out from networking sites starting today.
But, at least I have you.. my blog.

Lord I pray for strenght everyday.
Everywhere I go reminds me of her.
It's harder I guess, because at least for her none of the places she sees.

Reminds her...of me.

Goodbye my dream bed! :)

I don't believe in motivation.I believe in ..inspiration

This is how our house will look like soon,right Joanne?

Get to know the ropes

Do you still remember the first time you were introduced to the internet?

Do you still remember sites such as, lycos, infoseek etc?, who would forget yahoo, we all had that as our default search site before, right?!

It is all too often said that in order to effectively find what you need online you have to go to websites that will allow you to find information on the internet. Google became our friend, yahoo's still there but for some reason people would rather use a site free from all clutter.  Little did we know that these confusing disordered jumble of things, are the perfect ingredients of the internet.

Even call center agents would agree that the knowledge base they use to assist their customers, was founded on the same idea as search sites are.

To use a search tool efficiently, you must try to be as precise as possible. For example, let's say you want to find a recipe for "chocolate fudge ice cream cake". If you  search on "cake". You'll get a list of over a million. If you are a little more specific and enter "chocolate cake ice cream" you narrow down the list.

There are also instances when you would need to type the synonym of the word. This can be very helpful if you run into trouble, when looking for something, example you type "beginning", instead of "origin". You can also type "start" instead of "history". Not rocket science ei!?

There may  be times when you search on a simple word, and then end up finding a song, a rock group etc. The next thing you know, you've been stuck on you tube for an hour. 

You can also tell human behavior when it comes to stereotyping, just by searching the internet. Try searching on "lesbian", don't be surprised to see pornographic links.. after Ellen Degeneres.. tsk!.

For what it's worth, my parents and the 95 year old guy who complained about a DSL provider on the internet are even internet savvy. Implausible.

■■Random Me■■

Before I was promoted to aTrainer, I wasn't sure if I'd be able to carry out the roles and responsibilities of the position. Each time I go to sleep, I ask  help from God to give me courage to move on. 

The tasks I have to do everyday have different levels of challenge, some are easy, mostly difficult. It's a good thing I'm lucky to have a supportive family. Joanne, inspires me all the time. For some reason, even the thought of my hoe-foe, in as much as I didn't want to, worked it's wonders, positively.  I plan to eradicate the latter thought soon, let's just say it's a, work-in-progress.

Going back to my career, Joanne and I as mentioned in my previous post, started with eBay in the same month of last year. Yesterday, we celebrated eBay's first anniversary. 

I hoped we were together, watching the performances.

I miss her at work.

Here's a picture of the cake our team made. Awi, my teammate designed it together with the new PRTs (the Powerpuff girls).

I was also lucky to have been given the opportunity to handle a team for another program. The team cornered me at the end of my shift and gave me a bracelet, together with heartful comments.

The mini plastic shredder, was a token given by the program who borrowed me to train their agents for Culture and Communication.

I just received a text, that Joanne sold her car and her TVs.

We can only use them until monday. I'm so happy that we found buyers, at the same time I'm scared. This is the start of something new, but also something sad. God grant me the courage I need, iloveyou!

I guess this I can say, is the highlight of my day.

Use it or loose it!

There is some truth to the saying "use it or loose it". I remember when I was a kid, my mom would always say "Sige bahala ka, pag hindi mo ginamit yan, for the Glory of God mawawala yan", which means "It's up to you, if you don't use your talent for the Glory of God, you will loose it". I would just ignore what my mom, after all I don't think God would be that rude to take back my talent. I never believed her until I was stunned, when I heard Joanne's cousins sing. They were so great beyond expectation.

I forgot I used to sing when it was my turn on the mic, I can hardly make a tune.  
I used to believe that my voice was the be-all and end-all each time me and my friends hang out at videoke bars, at least for them it is. They would always let me sing each time they hear someone who sings well.I remember them calling me in the middle of the night, persuading me to sing at a videoke bar, just so that they can outwit a group who thinks they can sing well. I remember using singing as my excuse, so I can go out with my friends at night, my mom would stay up late and wait for me to tell her about what happened when I sang etc. Sorry mom, but believe me most  of the stories are true. 

I know I may sound like I'm  showing excessive pride in something. I just believe, that  everyone is amazing and it's sad to hear someone to say they're not good at anything. Everyone has beauty, but not everyone sees it. I'm just proud of the beauty of the beauty I found in myself, I found that beauty because of my family and my relatives, my friends just attested to it's greatness. 

Anyway, I think I just really need to practice. I no longer sing after work, or sing to start my day, I even for get to thank God for the day, unlike before. There are just so many things that I would like to change. I'm going to start now. A few months from now, I see myself making my own album. Singing the songs I love and songs for keeps. I have a lot of songs in mind, reason why I made a list of the ones I decide to add on my album. 

I love the new me. I was in the dark because of FB and then it hit me. I have to start living today, from now on I have to get out into the world again and do what I used to do..singing and writing, I feel like flying.

RANDOM ME
My random me portion is not available for this post is not available. Because, the main post was all about me.  
  

Do we have to see a doctor to have our house in order?

Don't you just hate it when someone decides for you when they shouldn't and then leave you alone when they mess up. This world is a gold mine, just like an ore there are a lot of things rare but hard to find. If Herman Knaust, thought of a use for depleted mine, well this means, everything useless in this world can still be useful.

Sometimes I wish I'm hell as smart as Einstein, people never cared about him until he discovered the theory of relativity. Why is it that we just have a few physicists when they are conceived as smart people. Is it because  we would rather want to achieve something and succeed the easiest way?

It was observed that 5 years ago,the HRM course  started booming into a trend. There's even this misconception about Hotel Restaurant and Management students, that they are pretty, handsome and elegant. The used to misconception about nursing students for being smart. Is no longer part of the whims and fancies of high value. Is HRM just following nursing's  footsteps. For whatever its worth, I'm still happy that I am taking up Law. It's taking me long to complete it but, at least. It's not just a popular fad. There are some people I know though who would think of it as something fashionable, my breakouts can attest to that.

If you understand how each paragraph is linked.
Well I think, I just found someone who thinks just like me..deep.

■■RaNdom me■■

Sharing with you Kathlyn's video.
My first time to actually see someone else's sonogram.

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Notes of Gratitude

To form  your character you have to repeat an action into a habit.
Habits they say and character form your destiny. Now, if you want to change your destiny, you can do so by changing your thoughts.
Easy right?, or is it just too easy to say?
Have you read the book "The Secret"?. (I still want to retrieve that book from an ol' friend. But, the way I see it that would be very impossible).
Anyway, the book is about how our thoughts can communicate with the universe, that thoughts can change the universe, especially your universe.

This year, I will make sure I buy a Rhonda Byrnes collection. I have to keep a copy of her books and never let it slip away from my shelf, again!, not even for one.
There's something about books that makes you love it so much, the smell is one of them and the magic that it has. For some reason, wherever I am, each time I read, I imagine myself as a unsung character, standing or sitting at a corner, watching the events start to unfold. I know this may sound funny, but sometimes I even picture myself as the author's secretary, the lazy-snoop-prier one though. But, I make the best coffee, I gotta keep my master wide awake to continue his absorbing thoughts.  Don't you just love a dragging book.

So back to "The Secret", have you ever observed your habits or asked yourself about the things you normally do, things you are bound to do, or particular actions that you do either daily, weekly etc.
You know yourself, better than anyone, people who forget who they are, are usually those who tend to focus on pleasure or obligation. Which means, that if you claim you might not know yourself anymore, just think of what your daily actions are, actions are driven by your thoughts or at least associated by it,
Identify them, once you have established them, filter the habits you choose to change, write down a thought that you want to happen. For instance, smoking is the habit you want to change, what you want to happen is to live a healthy life, write down that thought and say it everyday for, (I would say it for 22 times everyday). It's just like when you are taking a test, have you ever tried reading a question over and over again until you eventually remember the answer?, that's because the first time you read it, the brain didn't receive much impression of what has been presented and this is another reason why you should not concede to first impressions. I suggest you use first impressions for perception management, as it works with all types of culture. How? I'll tell you about it,soon. Arrivederci!

■■Random me■■

The following are notes of gratitude that I receive from my colleagues. Since, I now am a boarder of the internet. I would rather hoard a copy of them, softly. (goodbye big-fire-hazard box, thanks to the internet, a preventive, fir-flapper)
Wicked is my favorite musical. I just skimmed through the book. I plan to read it soon, but don't want to buy one. Anyway, Joanne and I watched it together in Manila, at the CCA complex. It was an unforgettable experience.

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It's hard when your finish line is running away from you.

Go for your dreams, reach your dreams, follow your dreams.
These  usually are the lines we hear about goals or success.
3 weeks has passed, since the time we decided to start our lifetime plans.
We may not have been making much progress just yet.
But, we're getting there..

■■Random Me■■
The pictures were taken when we were at  the Verve.
Last saturday we decided to relive our plans.
We would rather do things little by little everyday.
I know that..
We'll get there and I know we will, with God's help.

I do not drink, but when I do, I drink my favorite drink.
_×_× KURANT 7_×_×

I'd better write longer posts soon :) .
I'LL TAKE THINGS EASY, for now.
I feel more comfortable this way.

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Different faces of HER

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Everyone is a potential winner.
I'm no longer part of everyone...
Because I am a winner!

And my life is a kaleidoscope of you!

■■Random Me■■
At MOA - Nido Discovery , video taken by Joanne. I know I look kinda fat here. This was before my cleanse!

♥uJoanne :)

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Selective justice is not justice at all

Sandiganbayan: Jinggoy Estrada to be detained with Bong Revilla

Jealousy is an ugly thing up close but all the more is stealing. I hate the fact that we have politicians who feel that they can get everyone's buy in by using culture as a devise.

The whims and fancies of using ol' Philippine culture, if you think that's your assertiveness tactic, honey are now... sailing in the seas.  
Music can no longer mellow people and forget about everything, we are no longer kids. 

Surrendering was a good idea. Just leave everything to the hands of justice. The merits of the  case are already there. Yes! I believe in Philippine Justice. Especially, when it has teh support of people. Imagine how a potential treason can turn out into People's power in just a few hours. ONLI IN D PILIPINS.

You may be loved by some. I, honestly used to feel impressed by how you were all able to level up and maintain your reputation. 
I voted for you both! and I partly feel guilty that,I,  just like the others gave you power to rule over us. Well at least, not for long.

◙ RaNdom ME ◙

I haven't been eating rice for 2 months and started with this change after my Master Cleanse. Which I did for 10 days. It was the most challenging thing I have done so far for myself. But, I did it!
I am looking forward to doing it again soon, before Joanne will go to the states. I think, the reason why I had to go the clinic in the middle of my shift, while discussing in class, was because of my long lost allergy, I need to boost up my fiber. If ever, this would be the next challenge which I have yet to take. A which I'm not sure would start anytime soon. 

Today's my 9th day in CCT. Wish me luck and I also hope that my mom will soon be able to complete my grandma's requirements. I'll do my best to help. 

I'm Back :)

Hhmmm... 227 post before I post on Facebook, is really challenging.
But, I'm up for the challenge. I guess I just want to have a break from the hustle and bustle of Facebook.
And now that I have a chance to, I'm sure hell  gonna take advantage of it.

I love writing, writing opens my eyes to view things the unconventional way.
It serves as avenue for me to grow from within. I get to know myself better. I learn to look at things at a different perspective.I feel like each time I write, I minimize my worries. It's so amazing and unbelievable because, I feel like each time my brain starts babbling words and phrases, the clouds in my head just gets cleared out, and yes! I feel like I'm in the zone again. As if I'm isolated in a four cornered room without a roof, my thoughts and ideas forms a spark at the end of my pen, the scintilla radiates like each wave of ray pushes each other ascending to forever.   

Things will change and it will change for the better. And if the others think I'm giving them a headstart by doing this. Leave it be.. as long as I'm happy. 

RanDom Me!!

A lot of things happened and  a lot of things changed. Joanne no longer works at Convergys, she resigned 3 weeks ago. But, believe me it's for the better, and I'm so excited that a new chapter of our life will begin soon. My dreams of becoming a Lawyer is something that will still happen. If not now, I would still say in the future.

Is this a Setback or a Forward track?

It's true!! looking at some ol' friends pictures (or should I say frenemies); who they are now , what they have been and what they are doing  can sometimes be irritating.
I remember a friend who said "wag ka maiinggit walang mangyayari sayo". I can't tell if I'm okay with what I have for now, but I know I should be contented. Part of me still tells  me that I can do better than this. And I will .. this year have been a year.. full of blessings and I do not want to end  just like this, but I will do better than this!.. tO MY FAMILY and TO my LOVED ONes and to the one who have been with me through good and bad times. YOU WILL SEE more OF ME .. not next year but starting from now on.
 

Join the break movement!

  Why ?? 

How many times do I have to try to tell you that this boat might sink ..  When I try to tell you that sometimes its hard to tell you that, I feel we're fighting for what we don't know. I understand that you have to keep a point but before you do,you have to understand. That placing me in a position that's stationary won't keep my mouth shut.  Yet for some reason, I'd better just shut up after.... and watch you.

I miss you... just the you .. the us that we were. 

HERE's what's Up Next .. powered by eBay!

Now I can say. I finally made it to transition. 10 days and were currently on our 4th day. A lot of things happened and  a lot of things changed, well I haven't really taken calls yet, but listening to calls helps me understand things better. I honestly do not understand a lot of things, unlearning everything is still something that I'm working on right now, but well I'm happy to say that I'm starting to appreciate the bits and pieces of information I learned in training. I think I really am a kinesthetic learners, or is it just normal, things make a lot of sense now and I'm starting to feel more confident. :)

I'm not sure if Joanne's still jogging. I hope she still remembers her promise. If she does this for 7 straight months, not only will it blow my hair back. But, she'll get something from me. She will!.

My mom's about to operated, it's just a minor operation. I just hope she would work on getting the forms to fill out so that our Health Insurance will cover it. I honestly do not have some time on my hands to work on these things anymore, unlike before. Especially now that I'm back to school.

I really miss our old team. But, there's this one person I don't like from that team. I just hope he changes, I don't need fashion advise from anyone, especially when we are not close.

I miss ate Devrah and Arra. We finally have a new TDM and she is okay. I'm tired of drowning in hear-says, though half of it can prove it. I still believe in  the saying "what is essential is invisible to the eye". Prolly might not make sense. But it similar to taking calls. If you think onset of the call that the customer will get mad, or that the customer will request for a supervisor, it will happen!!. This happened a lot of times to me the universe really conspired and na-ah I do not want a repeat of what happened before Dots handled the team.

Hayy .. I think I'm gonna get used to this weather. It's raining hard everyday, and it's hard to step out the house, you might not like staying outside. Tsk! I have to deal with this type of weather. I might as well just love it anyways, I talked to my Dad and he said that he will pick me up after class. After next week I'll be shadowing with Josh from Salt Lake and I think I'm gonna get to observe a 5am schedule for 6 months. Well at least I'm gonna get to meet Zumba @ 3am. Can't wait!. I really need to lose weight, I gained a lot!, like really a lot of weight and If don't do anything about it. I might be like my mom. I mean I love my mom and I love everything about her, I just don't like having  big curves. Jogging every saturday! hmm I like that I might do that.


Here's my weekly schedule once the 5am schedule starts.

Monday - wake up at 2:30am. Zumba till 3am. shower at 3:15am. Leave house at 3:45am. work at 4:30. leave office at 3pm. school at 5-8pm. and then rest from 8pm - 2:30am

Tuesday - wake up at 2:30am. Zumba till 3am. shower at 3:15am. Leave house at 3:45am. work at 4:30. leave office at 3pm. school at 5-8pm. and then rest from 8pm - 2:30am  


Wednesday - wake up at 2:30am. Zumba till 3am. shower at 3:15am. Leave house at 3:45am. work at 4:30. leave office at 3pm. school at 5-8pm. and then rest from 9pm - 2:30am

Thursday- wake up at 2:30am. Zumba till 3am. shower at 3:15am. Leave house at 3:45am. work at 4:30. leave office at 3pm. school at 5-8pm. and then rest from 9pm - 2:30am

Friday- wake up at 2:30am. Zumba till 3am. shower at 3:15am. Leave house at 3:45am. work at 4:30. leave office at 5pm. and then go home and read till 9pm

Saturday - Half day (household chores) .. Half day! Review and Joanne Time
Sunday - Family time and Joanne time

Monday - 6.5 hours sleep
Tuesday - 6.5 hours sleep
Wednesday and Thursday - 5.5 hours of sleep
Friday, Saturday and Sunday! - ITS UP TO ME!

I hope Nanette gets a job!.. okay time to sleep. I need to read more more and more! help me GOD! To you  I offer everything!