Grabe na lang hindi ko na update ito kahapon .. enyweis yesterday was okay .. parang my days are starting to run smooth and fine.. hai kakamiss talaga Baguio. My boss just told me today that hext week would be phone certification and the thing is we might not be able to go back to Baguio to Vote.. kaiNis nga eh and we were actually planning to go to Asin with my family.. treat ko raw.. hayy i havent slept at all today coz we just moved to a different apartment.. the apartment was not the kind of apartment i actually expected when it comes to how it was prepared for us to .. the floorings not even scrubbed the CR ~ not even clean. The lights?? more than busted?! i mean NADA..

4days countdown hmmm o how i wish i would be able to go back to baguio on may 14.. i really miss my family, Dana, uhmm my friends , SFC, ahehe including *** well i dont know.... I'm sure he doesnt miss me so why bother aight!

Okay i gotta go .. by the way..i'll be stretching my budget again till next pay day.. imagine we actually gave money for the cushion when in fact we wont stay there for long .. just for a month lang .... .but that's okay

I really enjoy Jehan and May's company .. i'm sure gonna miss them once i go back to Baguio to study.. '

ciao!
see yah tomorrow

** wink** weve been texting each other for almost 1 day.. its like i was with him for a day.. pathetic ko talaga! its just that i havent felt this way before eh ata!! teehee! (",)

2nd day! i'm starting to like my job here.. yeah you can say that again .. as you know im a dynamically fickle minded person!!!so redundant right.. hmmm i can't believe im saying this but theres actually 2 reasons why i want to stay here.

1. I don't wanna fall in love
2. I dont want to fall in love

Teehee! i may sound funny but im starting to like him. geez.. anyway maybe this was just the same feeling i had before i hope i could get over this!.. please Lord not now.. i still have a lot of pLans and having someone to think of is not a part of my agenda yet. I survived 8 years and i believe i can hang in there even forever.

But I cant believe i actually like him!
I really hope he feels the same way

coz if he doesn't feel the same way.. then that would be super okay on my part .. at least i know what my next step would be.. which is to go back to Baguio! and Study!
Coz right now i'm actually thinking of staying here and get over this feeling..

I miss Baguio!

she said she wont make it look the way it was with what happened last october and she did. I'm not sure whether it was just a coincidence but the plot was so smooth that we actually fell for it. I thought that maybe its just because my friend just wants his girlfriend to stop nagging and thinking that we are *churvas* but were not. It was my friend who said earlier to take it easy as advised by the previous person person. i'm feeling sleepy! hell yeah i guess not only do i miss baguio, my family and friend but eventually another role was created that i hope i'd see again after 2 weeks.

CountdowN StaRts NoW!

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****GeeZ must he be the One.. this too shall past.. as always!