another update!!

Bad day as usual..i wanted to end my life kaya lang kasi daming sagabal.. i hate my brother, my friends, my co-workers well some .. maybe its just me im just not in the mood for anything at all .. everything annoys me , small things, specially big things syempre.. especially when im not able to finish my call backs on time..Well i was assigned to be the call back agent for a month.. imagine its always him that they pamper too much nung nasa manila siya pinaggastusan siya.. and now they have to spend their bonus for his wedding..the fact na hes not even sharing his money eh pareho lang naman kami ng rate every month..i really miss melai i get my strenght from her everything she may not be that strong but she listens to evrything i say .. too bad i wont be able to see her for 2 mos..kainis talaga! I'm planning to go to Pampanga this thursday but im still not sure if my coach would allow me too..feeling ko hindi. I just had a chat with Nelmie today and she said, she thinks im isolating my self too much from the team , well the thing is im just not in the mood to chat with them to have fun with them because theres been a lot of things i have to take care of.. pero parang im not doing anything naman.. grrr!i cant wait till february i really have to look for a job before that month comes.. I really miss sending marichelle an email.. this years' been the tough year id ever had..considering the fact na ngayon lang ako nagkawork na sobrang natagalan ko...
Till next tym

7 things

7 things that will scare me:1. spiders.
2. Snakes.
3. Losing my loved ones.
4. Getting results for exams.
5. Walking alone at night.
6. Ghosts.
7. When my dad got one of his mood swings.
7 things that i love the most:1. My family.
2. My Grandma.
3. My Friends.
4. Music.
5. My blog.
6. My Cds.
7. My Keds.
7 important things in my room:
1. My pillow.
2. My things.
3. My photo's.
4. My bears.
5. My bed.
6. My bolster.
7. My mirror.
7 random facts about me:
1. Am contented easily.
2. Bad temperament.
3. Get irritated easily.
4. I love my family.
5. Hates it when people comment bout what i do without finding out the facts.
6. Loves to meet new people.
7. Have a fetish babies.
7 things i plan to do before this life ends.
1. Repent.
2. Meet the one.
3. Get married.
4. Be a millionaire. haha.
5. Have children.
6. Give my parents an easy life.
7. Go around the world.
7 things i can do:
1. Go crazy with my friends.
2. Sleep.
3. Get angry over small matters.
4. Sing the whole day.
5. Disturb people.
6. Be on the computer the whole day.
7. Listen to songs the whole day.
7 things i can't do:
1. Ask for a guy's number.
2. Propose to a guy.
3. Jump down from the 25th floor and survive.
4. Be without my parents.
5. Draw.
6. Stop being with mah friends.
7. Be as noble as my mum.
7 words i say the most:
1. $h3t!
2. ay nye7@!
3. hahahahaha.
4. aight!
5. okay~
6. hmm.
7. whatever.
7 idols of mine:
1. My mum.
2. My grandmother.
3. Jessica Alba.
4. Usher.
5. Beyonce.
6. Jennifer Lopez.
7. m. carey.
7 people whom i expect to do this:
1. My sister.
2. Melai.
3. Cris.
4. Red.
5. Donz.
6. Dada.
7. Leonard.
There. Thats it for today.
Toodles.

**I only had 3 hrs of sleep today kainis!.. and i had to get hot compress from our clinic because of my monthly w/e... its really hard to do the call backs first of all its affecting mah productivity.. and i always get privacy directors/answering machines grrr..im so glad to see my grandma again today..but not my uncle..i hope tomorrow i'll feel better.. ** c ah

SHES OUT OF MY LIFE???

this year was really tough.. until now im still an agent almost all of my waive mates got promoted here i am still an agent.. I m planning to move to manila by february as soon as i get my 13 month pay and my tax refund goodbye Baguio. Kaya lang kasi ayaw ako payagan eh, pero basta matutuloy pa rin ako. Melai is not here in Baguio anymore she decided to spent 2 mos vacation at Surigao and Cebu.. (buti pa siya), nakakalungkot nga eh kasi naman shes the only girl i call every day off.. tapos lalabas kami gimmick ngaun wala na .. so meaning i'll be staying at home on day offs di ko man kasi kayang lumabas na kasama yung ibang friends ko kasi nga puro may asawa eh yung iba man puro may boyfriend. hayyy kakamiss talaga ..

anyway before this year will end ill be doing a revelation portion .. kasi theres been a lot of things that happened like...uhmmm... basta things i never thought would happen to me things i never i never thought I'd do..

hey good news wellbe getting our 13 mo pay today .. i hope ill be getting 10k baba noh! well im planning to start my Christmas .. kainis kasi i still dont know what to get my mom and dad .. any suggestions??..

The Centers Hiring for qa buddy! (quality analyst) ,, almost everyones telling me to apply kaya lang parang ayoko na ayoko nang madeny .. i dont think they will consider me for that position.. parang i'll just do good with my stats na lang.. anyway i wont be staying here for long .. hayy naku sakit sa ulo ang Call Center at ang pagiging isang call gurl .. puro na lang "i cannot connect to the internet"..

Whatever....

I'm Gonna Make A Change,For Once In My Life

It's Gonna Feel Real Good, Gonna Make A Difference Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My Favourite Winter Coat This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind

I See The Kids In The Street, With Not Enough To Eat

Who Am I, To Be Blind? Pretending Not To SeeTheir Needs

A Summer's Disregard,

A Broken Bottle Top

And A One Man's Soul

They Follow Each Other OnThe Wind Ya' Know'

Cause They Got NowhereTo Go

That's Why I Want You ToKnow

I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror

I'm Asking Him To ChangeHis Ways

And No Message Could HaveBeen Any Clearer

If You Wanna Make The WorldA Better Place

(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)Take A Look At Yourself, AndThen Make A Change

(Take A Look At Yourself, AndThen Make A Change)

(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,Na Nah)

I've Been A Victim Of A SelfishKind Of Love

It's Time That I Realize

That There Are Some With NoHome, Not A Nickel To Loan

Could It Be Really Me,Pretending That They're NotAlone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,Somebody's Broken Heart

And A Washed-Out Dream(Washed-Out Dream)

They Follow The Pattern OfThe Wind, Ya' See

Cause They Got No PlaceTo Be

That's Why I'm Starting WithMe(Starting With Me!)

I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror(Ooh!)

I'm Asking Him To ChangeHis Ways(Ooh!)

And No Message Could HaveBeen Any ClearerIf You Wanna Make The WorldA Better Place

(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)

Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make A Change

(Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make A Change)

I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror(Ooh!)

I'm Asking Him To Change HisWays(Change His Ways-Ooh!)

And No Message Could'veBeen Any ClearerIf You Wanna Make The WorldA Better Place

(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)

Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make That . . .

'(Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make That . . .)

\Change!I'm Starting With The Man InThe Mirror,

(Man In The Mirror-OhYeah!)

I'm Asking Him To ChangeHis Ways(Better Change!)

No Message Could HaveBeen Any Clearer

(If You Wanna Make TheWorld A Better Place)

(Take A Look At Yourself AndThen Make The Change)

(You Gotta Get It Right, WhileYou Got The Time)

('Cause When You Close YourHeart)You Can't Close Your . . .YourMind!